life is hard,
really really hard.

its times like this that i need people t walk through life with me and tell me t press on.

nehhhhh im not going t care about anything you do anymore.
its not bothering me and it never ever will.
cause it probably just hit me hard that it aint worth holding on t something that will never be.
(no, im nt talking about what you think im talking about.)

nevermind, I AM STRONG.

i hate emo days. nights rather.
everyone is emo and pms-y nowadays that its getting contagious.
and life suddenly seems pretty hard t get by.

oh my bananas. ):

BIG SIGH. ):

i
feel
like
shit.

1. from the accumulation of everything that has happened recently.
2. that im witnessing things happen but yet i cant do anything.
3. for being useless.
4. for the way you handle issues. damnit you lift me up t make me fall even harder.
5. that i get injuries easily
6. for nt being strong enough. i shld cry less. ):
7. for being easily affected by my external surroundings. i need selective hearing/watching!



i feel like im going t explode. soooon.

okay i know its been over pretty long ago but still im gna say.
SPORTS DAY WAS GREAT (:
i love my class hohoho!

we ran like mad and we did better than expected.
yep the whole thing was pretty much very very unexpected cause we actually managed the finals.
not the Afinals of course, but Bfinals are still finals right? (:
and we managed a 2nd placing. hahaha

gna be our last ever sports day. and im glad we made the best out of it.
we're not the best, definitely. but what matters is that we never gave up.
no matter how bad we think we are (mr chay probably agrees too. haha)
we still pressed on and gave it our all.
the whole race experience was priceless, really. :D
07S11 is love!

[EDIT: and so is jon ceyong and korky. HAHA THANK YOU LA. (: ]

(okay i know im long-winded. hahas)




okay it was trng after that. supposedly light trng which wasnt very light afterall.
went for dinner and i felt so tired that i found it tiring t even eat.
left and i slept alll the way home and went t slp right after im home.
and so i dint study for econs.........

read the notes for the first time like half an hour before the paper.
if i'd pass, it wld be the biggest miracle ever. HAHAHA

stayed back t study for maths test but the plan totally failed.
we went t watch the rugby trng instead hahaha.

my eyes are threatening t close on me.

anyway. video analysis at 5 tdy.
ended school at 1.30pm so we went t sas t swim.
yes, SWIM. but we ended up playing and doing retarded things. HAHA
first we tried t lie flat (face up) on the bottom tiles of the swimming pool, which left me with painful ears and eyes.
and then we tried standing on each other and i got thrown off/fell off alot of times. D:

haha jiaolian says we can do k4!
k4k4k4k4k4k4k4 :DDDDDD
im pretty eggggggcited for tmr. hohoho (:

and on a totally random note:
SPA SKILL A SUCKS.

im out!

i logged into blogger wanting t type an entry.
then i saw that there has been a new post on the class blog!
and so i cldnt resist this anymore. (credits to shippppp!)
im sorry eugene and zhiyang! xD
MUAHAHAHA.

awwwwwww.so sweet Y

anyway, MY MOTHER BOUGHT BANANA CAKE! :D
and so i've got banana cake for breakfast tmr hohohos.

hmmm and so its been pretty long since i last typed an entry.
and suddenly i cant remember what i wanted t type. D:

oh yes, how cld i forget. pa paddles last weekend!
i was pretty disappointed with the k1 race.
okay, i was very disappointed. but ahhhs setbacks are steps t success.
oh wells.

i cried. and it was probably the first ever race i cried so badly about.
wasn't much of sadness of nt getting into finals.
ayee i don't know how t describe but the feeling was just pretty overwhelming. hmmmm.
but thanks t my very very nice teammates who tried t cheer me up.
cldn't imagine what life in sa would be like without you guys man. (:

but nevertheless, it has been quite an experience.
we've all come so far from where we started about 1 yr plus ago.
11 more weeks. all the wayyyy!

haha for once in a very long time, i reached home at 4plus today!
apparently we were supposed t have extra bio lecture tdy but the physics ppl invaded our venue!
and so they cancelled our lecture after making us wait from 1.30 to 3.30.
the others had physics and there was no one left in school so i went home! :D

i had half a mind t go watch the soccer match (since its damnnnn near) but no one wanted t go.
haha its okay tights will still play his best. (RIGHT LIYAN? :D)
HEHE GO TIGHTS. (:

okay i've ran out of stuffs t write and my eyes are threatening t close on me.
tmr's sports day. GO 07S11! :D
like the windddddd-.

okay, NIGHTSSSS (:

and then, there was you and me WE. (:


in a few more hours time, my weekend is coming t an end and a new week's starting again.
hence, i am sad. (haha)

okay thats rubbish. school's fun, minus the lessons, tests and work. and teachers. (:
anyway pw results were released last friday.
we did well, better than expected i gues. but i dont understand why some other schools can get 90something percent A grades and not get pointed at for having too lenient markers.
okay the students there are smart and capable hence no suspicion.
in other words: we. are. stupid. HOORAY.

anyway, i just came back frm trng camp ytd!
it was fun. and pretty tiring i guess.
but its the aftermath that hurts more! i've got back aches, butt cramps and whatnot.
HOWS THAT MAN. i feel old and i walk like a duck.

day one of camp we had team talk in the trophy room following by SPEED DATING talking between juniors and seniors. (okay it was more of screaming/shouting cause everyone was talking at the same time and it made hearing a little hard.)
i got t know some of the juniors and it was quite funny how we cld just sit there and talk crap.

and then we played captain's ball. which was very convieniently changed t captain's lettuce.
the lettuce became smaller with every throw and it smelt pretty bad.
but that's not the worse. we played captain's chicken (aka the flying chicken).
the head flew out, the liver/heart dropped out and the whole chicken was ripped into 2.
DDDDDDDDD:

the crows cleaned up the mess for us. =/

had dinner, then lessons with mrQ.
then it was REST TIME!
showered and then we had a mini gossip session at night (:
and we took pictures of our light sticks (THANKYOU CHENYANG) in the dark.
hohos.

and the next day started with that thing you do as whhee's alarm.
it. rang. at. five. thirty. in. the. morning.
got up eventually at 6, got ready and 6.30, only t realise that we were supposed t gather only at 7. D:

spartan 300.
which was very much partially responsible for my butt aches.

then breakfast with milo, bananas and wholemeal bread with peanut butter(:
thank god there were no eggs.
last yr's attempts at making hard boiled eggs were quite scary.
failed attempt. and hence we had t eat warm raw eggs. =/

played the stupid amazing race after that.
haha what a name.

lunched and then WE WENT DRAGONBOATING!
but it was pouring so we stayed at golden mile till the rain stopped.
where we played stupid games and did stupid forfeits. hahas

walked t kallang after the rain stopped t go db-ing :D
we were on the heavier boat with jiaolian as our corkstern (is it called that?).
and it was damn fun. as compared t last yr's db-ing.
very tiring but the satisfaction of having such a heavy boat jerking forward and everyone encouraging each other t endure all the way pretty much evens it out all. :D

after the camp whhee and i went t play lan with the guys. HAHAHA
i am noob. very very noob. but I MANAGED T KILL PEOPLE. (:
then nic played using my name and managed t shock everyone.
HAHAHAHA

whoa its a damn long post.
haha im out!

my ankle is officially pretty screwed. ):
i took eons t walk from school t broadway tdy and it hurt so much that i had an urge t stop walking altogether.
DAMNITS.
how the hell am i going t survive through trng camp with my bloody ankle. ):

this is random but some dude sneezed damn loud during chem lecture test tdy and i was laughing so hard that i cldnt write properly.
._.

hohos anyway im using the family comp now since its switched on already and im lazy t switch on my laggy comp.
(okay not really laggy. only lags when i play viwawa -_-)
HAHAS. the whole world is viwawa-ing.
oh what has the world become to. D:

OMG I WANT T GET A NINTENDO DS.
why dont i have a sponsor too.

on a totally random note,
i realised im blogging exactly one week after my previous entry.
and somehow theres nothing t write about.
the week's been boring. trng study sleep study trng trng trng.
okay probably the highlight wld be the rugby match on sat against cj. ((((:
SOMEHOW, trng was in the afternoon so we had time t catch the rugby match in the morning!
it was a great match though, 64-0 woohooo. (:

oh and how cld i forget! i met part of the team ytd for dinner at anchorpoint (cause someone heard about some foodcourt and wanted t go try some food there.)
hmmmmmm.

alrights there's nothing much already.
imma go sleep soon hahas. (: