i am going to get my new television tmr :D
rejoice!
on top of that is a home stero system and a new dvd player.
and that means. -drumrolls.-
the present dvd player in the living room now is going to end up in my room. >D
muahaha.

went for lunch after sch tdy and i was contemplating whether i shld go for guitar lessons.
but i decided to be guai for once so i went. on my own.
dint practise cause theres school everyday and i was actl planning t practise ytd night but i was too busy with my iron gian sequel.
ohkay whatever, they are excuses i know.
urgh whatever, sigh ):
he asked me tdy if i practised and i said no cause i dint have time.
and i really dint have time what. stupid holiday homework load is stressing me out alr can. ):
he replied "aww so poor thing HUH."
maybe i was being too sensitive again like a total bitch.
but i really felt damn offended.
mumbled a bye t him and left immediately after the lesson ended.
all angsty and blah. SIGH.
i cant seem t control my temper nowadays. ):
piak.

dad fetched me home after lessons and i was feeling all angsty and stuff.
so i was very quiet throughout the whole journey home.
guessed he sensed sth was wrong and thought it was because i was very stressed and whatnot so he started saying stuffs like.
don't stress yourself out blahblahblah.fail then fail lor.nevermind one what.
blah-ness.
don't know why i was feeling so high just now.
mood swings are scary.

i don't feel like typing alr.
blah.

there is nothing much t blog about.
life's been really boring lately.
because while the rest of the world are enjoying their june holidays, i still got one more extra week of lessons and alot of revision/homework to do.
pfftt. give me back my holiday!
>: (

haha spent my weekends baking cookies with jac/tricia.
for liyan, xiuwen and yunlin! (:
and i brought all 3 jars t school tdy morning.
hahahaha it was damn heavy and fingers felt like they were going t drop out O_O;


ate lunch at kfc and talked abt alot of random stuffs.
tried to play truth or dare but it died down after one round cause we all decided t focus on shumin instead. HAHA.
sigh.im going t miss you guys and fourfifteen alot nxt yr when we graduate.
but maybe we all will end up tgt in hwachong! in the same class!
heh.

i was really damn troubled by my results for the past 2 weeks.
and yeah i won't deny that i AM losing it.
but im thankful for these people who are always motivating me.
i would have given up on myself long ago if it weren't for you guys.
THANKS MAN :D
lets all jiayou together! (:

urgh i have so many shit t do.
.iron giant sequel o_O
.amaths revision booklet
.joyluckclub revision paper
.bio tys
.revise revise revise.
and theres more t come.
SOMEBODY SAVE ME.

theres school again! tmr.
bio; humans elect; maths; bio.
HAHA WTH. sudden influx of bio.
2hr 30mins leh. crazy asssss.
o_o

anyway.
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY HEJUN! :D
you're sixteen and so tall.
hahahaha nevermind :D

i shall go and do my bio NOW.
byebye!

watched this film during english lessons tdy and ytd.

the iron giant!
it was quite nice lah. (:
but towards the ending was damn sad lah!
watched until i cried can.
hahahahahaha i thought i was the only one who cried.
cause it was just a cartoooooon. o_o
but ahahahaha anyway shumin cried too.
and we were laughing at each other crying.
HAHA. -_-

had t do some goal thingy during pccg.
aimed for 7pts for olvls.
HAHAHAHA provided my humans can at least get an a2 or sth.
its now like c6 and e8 lah.
hohum.

i realised i am blogging everyday.
cause i am very bored ):
maybe i shld go and do my holiday homework now.
then at least no need t chiong until like crazy during the hols.
hahahaha. -clench fist.-

my mum is working till late in the night
and my dad went t pick my bro from camp and they probably wouldnt be back till like 11pm?!
no one at home = no food t eat.
and it raining quite heavily now and im lazy t go buy food.
bleah. o_o


my world has twice as many stars in the sky;

my tv is DEAD.
it suddenly exploded with a BOOOM.
and since then, it cant be switched on anymore. ):

cut my hair tdy (finally).
but we all agreed that his standard has dropped drastically.
maybe its time t find a new hairstylist (:

the "talk" with pihtai tdy was quite. scary =/
and my LEAPS records is damn shitttty.
tell me im screwed. ):
i guess dsa just isn't for me lah.
no a1 no talk. piak O_O.

im hungry and my stomach is growling.
i want t watch x-men3 but i got no MONEY. $_$
deep sigh.


im so glad i found an angel;

dsa dsa dsa dsa dsa.
had some talk about jc admission tdy.
DSA. but i guess it doesnt really apply t me?
i dont have leadership qualities.
im not talented. my bowling sucks.
i am not SPECIAL enough for them t want me.
whatever lah.
i am going t get in based on my results.
-looks determined.-

its back t lessons alr.
and one more extra week into the hols.
BLEAH. nevermind lah.
the day i fulfill my dream,
i will know that all these will be worth it. (:
stay positive. !

i still havent done my zuowen about handphones.
i've got no inspiration leh. o_o
juanjie is determined to improve our zuowens.
i got like 37/70. sighsighsigh.
shall be guai and go do now.
BYE.

my l1r5 is 20.
HAHAHAHA WTH i cant even go jjc with this can.

i watched advent children tdy.
in japanese cause the chinese sounded really weird.
tricia got the dvd from CHINA.
hahahahahahahaha.
ahhhhhh CLOUD. (:
CLOUD CLOUD CLOUD CLOUD. heh

cloud is absolute love!

TOMORROW GOT GUITAR!
but i think jacob's gna scold me again cause i dint practise.
EVEN WHEN I HAD THE TIME. ):
nvm i shall go and play abit later.
stupid fur elise so hard t play can. !

watched x-men2 tdy in class after school!
hahahaha i thought it was damn nice.
why dint i watch last time. xD
i cant wait for x-men3.!

2more days t x-men. !!!
2more weeks t holidays.
5more weeks t funfair.
(and i havent sold my coupons yet O_O).
hurhur.


because you made me believe in myself
when nobody else can help;

i failed history.
i failed my combined humans.
"this is not a good mark and you know it.what are you going t do now?"
sorry mr.h )':

sometimes.tchers make it seem as though we are wasting our lives away.
its not like we dont want t do well. I WANT.
but. sometimes i guess i just cant do it.
no matter how hard i try leh. ):
sigh nvm qianwen jiayou!

my mum is pissed.
my results are like.
i don't know.horrendous?
hohum.

so many things have happened.
all so fast. that sometimes i find myself lost.
i wish i knew what i wanted too.

sorry. ):

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
singapore idol was damn funny.
campfire the moonlight.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
ken lim was laughing like crazy.until he cried.
wq must be damn excited right.
HAHAHA :D

ANYWAY.
omg i went t jurong point tdy.
and we were walking arnd aimlessly.
i decided to go into the nokia shop (which is outside the bubbletea shop)
and THEN. WHEN I WALKED OUT.
i caught someone familiar behind the bubbletea counter.
so i walked closer AND.
OMG I SAW KERO!?!?!
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA
i burst out laughing like some crazy ass and i called wq immediately.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. OMGGGGGG.

ohkay im getting HYPERRRRR. o_o
tmr im getting bck bio chem lit and something else i cant rmb.
SIGH. i hope i'll do better.
no more blows please ):

shall go read my book ltr before sleeping.
bye!



dangnigudan
nihuixiangqishui;

sigh.
got back results tdy.
won't say im sad just because of my unsightly marks.
i just damn disappointed with myself lah.
i guess i expected too much of myself.
i freaking got e8 for social studies.
and i failed my english compre.
byebye hwachong. ):

of course, ITS ONLY MID YRS and theres more t come.
but i guess this really shows me where i actl stand
and the kind of shit results that i get.
maybe i shld just go and die stop thinking about getting into hc lah.
mission impossible four. o_o
urgh whatever.

on a lighter note:
i watched da vinci code ytd :D
and my bus partner is back!
i don't have t take bus alone anymore.
blasting ashley parker angel's let you go
and repeating it over and over again. heh.

my parents picked me up tdy and then went t pasir ris t fetch my brother back frm camp.
went t changi village t eat. but i dint really eat cause i just dint feel like eating
got that bag alr! it was the last one ohkay.
go england! dont play play xD.
then we blasted let you go together on our phones in the car on the way home.
and i realised he repeats the song over and over and over again everyday too.(:
sigh, sometimes, its little things like this that really cheers me up.
thanks(:

anyway lit seminar is tmr!
at orange groove road.
hahahaha wth.
i don't know how im going t get there. =/

and i stuffed myself with fishballs after school tdy.
im such a glutton.
cause i spent my whole luchtime in class tdy crying.
what an idiot.whole day only know how t cry cry cry.
ass. >: (


its not like i havent tried.
):

MID YRS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
(but no smiley face).
$#&%#$%&#$*@##&@#
sorry bad mood. >: (
emaths paper1 was quite.boringgg
i literally did until i fell asleep O_O
then i had t slap myself t keep myself awake.
hah O_O.
ne quiz was quite.......
and we ALMOST. went jamming tdy.
but shop havent open lah. ):

anyway.watched poseidon tdy.finally.
and i think its very nice! u all shld go watch too.
but bin was making weird noises beside me. o_o
liyan and i just omg-ed throughout the whole thing lah.
the last part when the dad died was damn sad lah ):

tmr's a holiday.yay
but im too pissed off t rejoice. URGH.
so what if im born late.
YOU GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT?!?!
tsk.


here i am again
with nothing left inside;
WHERE ARE YOU?.

broken promises,
but you don't really mind.
it's not the first time and you know it.
don't you know,
tell me why it is you only smile inside,
but when you break me into nothing.
don't you know,
it's not like i haven't tried over and over again.
stupid fights, wrong or right,
goodbye.

i remember when,
you came with me that night.
we said forever,
that you would never let me go .
but here i am again,
with nothing left inside,
know i don't wanna,
but i gotta let you go.

you're the one mistake i really didn't mind.
so beautiful, unmerciful
it took me down.
too little and too late,
see now i know your kind.
you fake it easy just to please me.
don't you know,
it's not like we haven't tried over and over again.
sleepness nights, wrong or right,
goodbye.

i remember when,
you came with me that night.
we said forever,
that you would never let me go.
but here i am again,
with nothing left inside,
know i don't wanna,
but i gotta let you go.

i gotta let you go,
it's YOU.
there's nothing i can do.

i remember when,
you came with me that night.
we said forever,
that you would never let me go.
but here i am again,
with nothing left inside,
know i don't wanna,
but i gotta let you go.

haha im obsessed. (:

i just scratched myself and its bleeding. non-stop.
hahahaha whatever happened to my thrombokinase which would convert prothrombin to thrombin which together with calcium ions and vitamin k would cause soluble fibrinogen to become insoluble fibrin threads?
i think i studied too much O_O.

im so glad history is over. :D
almost died studying for it over the weekends.
eh hehhehhehh. no school tmr (:
but anyway.
JIAYOU TO PEOPLE TAKING GEOG TMR!!

flooded myself with southpark tdy.
played maple too. hahahahahaha i need self-control ):
exams are NOT over yet!
one more paper t go! i shld.
go do my maths paper TOMORROW. heh

i shall sleep early tdy cause i cldnt sleep last night. O_O
reached home at 10pm ytd and i slept like a pig until 12am.
studied till 4am and then. i tried t sleep but i CLDNT SLEEP.
HIDFHSDJDSOJFSDKLFSJ.

this entry makes no sense.
but i just felt like typing somthing anyway.
bye.

im wasting my time watching southpark.
hahahahaha but this video is really funny xD
kenny gets a new PSP!

HAHAHAHAHAHA the part at time17.22 is really funny :D
i replayed it like more than 10 times and im still laughing at it.
HA KA KA KA KA KA. :D

ohkay went t study tdy but it was quite unsuccessful.
only managed t complete russia.
ha ha ha i am so dead. ):
i still have china, germany and cold war t do! ):
the rest im not planning t study alr lah.
hahahahaha must do selective studying!
if not i think i will DIEEEEEE!
and theres still emaths t study for.
please let this week pass quickly ):

i think i shld go and study later.
I HATE LOVE HISTORY!! o_o

theres nth else t type alr.
ive not no life. HAHAHA
oh anyway i baked brownies tdy! (:
ohkay byebye!


and in the night we'll wish this never ends.
I MISS YOU;

YOU CAN'T HURT ME WITH THE THINGS THAT YOU DO
I'LL PICK UP DANDELIONS AND I'LL GIVE THEM T YOU!

tdy was such a slacky day!
im like totally in holiday mood alr
AND I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT.
mid yrs arent over yet.
HAIIIIIIS.

theres still EMATHS and HISTORY left.
rar rar rasputin o_o
hahahahaa oh talking abt hist.
MR HAN WAS DAMN GOOD TDY LAH!
and they won the staff's novelty race!
saw him after the meet and i yo-ed at him
AND HE YO-ED BACK LOR.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D

after the meet we went t friends t eat!
sat there for very long and talked alot.
then went t ipod shop before leaving for liyan's house!
went there t play mahjong. HAHAHAHA
liyan's mahjong tiles look like agar-agar (:
in the end i ended up playing bridge and daidee and goldfish(???) and cheat(no one suspected that i cheated so i won!)
and the piano. HAHAHAHA ohkay nvm o_o.
everyone was damn high tdy!
joseph and tricia played 2ppl goldfish
yujing and ceyong were playing dota with mahjong tiles.
we were laughing like crazy when playing mahjong lah!
esp when ceyong made that weird sound and shanti burst out laughing like 5mins ltr.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
im losing my voice. ):
oh! and while walking back t busstop
there was this house with 2 dogs inside!
and the dogs were barking and running after us when we walked past!
AND THERE WAS THIS DOG THAT looked like a SOFT TOY.
HAHAHAHA SO CUTE.
i feel high (:

ceyong's flying off t MONGOLIA(i think he flew off alr)
for obs?!?!?!
HAAHAAHAHHAHA
its like SNOWING there?!
HAHAHAHAHAAHA. o_o
their school everytime got camp here camp there one lor!
i also want. pfffffft.

its past twelve alr
happy vesak day!
hahahaha (:
and i think im going t send my phone for servicing.
it keeps lagging and hanging lah!
SO IRRITATING.!

its past 1am and im going t sleep alr :D
goodnight!


and i told you with a smile;
its all about you! :D

finally a short break after a whole week three days of exams.
i almost dint sleep for the past 2 days!
cause it was like BIO & AMATHS, CHEM & LIT crammed on the same day.
the school is crazy. THEY ARE TRYING TO KILL US TSK.
but im glad exams for this week has ended. (:

just ate dinner!
mum made yamcake for dinner yummmmm :D

hahaha jac said that it has been scientifically proven that:
yellow highlighters help us to remember better.
and the very nxt day tricia and i each bought a highlighter!
AND IT WASNT PLANNED.
the things we do when we're desperate.
ha ha ha ha ha.

went t pizza hut tdy after school!
it feels like exams are overrrrrrrrrrr.
but there's still one more week! 3 more papers and im FREEEEEEE :D
jiayou! we must jianchidaodi (:
im going t play maple ltr.
HAHAHAHAHA yes i know i shld be studying. o_o

sports meet tmr!
we're exempted cause of midyrs but i think alot of us are still going!
cause our class qualified for 100m and 4X100! (:
go fifteeen! like the wind!
hahahaha i'll try and get bananas tmr morning in the fruits stall open alr!
cause SINCE WE'RE EXEMPTED. i don't think im going there so early!
EH HEHHH.

chem and lit tdy was quite horrible!
i couldnt do the essay qns for chem CAUSE I FORGOT THE FORMULA OF COKE.
FSHJGDJSNGJKD JDFIGJD KFD. and all the qns are linked!
and lit! HAHAHAHAHA the prose was quite amusing.
its quite o_o lor! got sexual content somemore.
either that or i misinterpreted the passage wrongly.
HAHA WHATEVER MAN. -does shumin's actions- :D

anyway the passage is about this girl who got raped by her father
and there was these 3 paragrahs that went like that:
here is the house.it is green and white.it has a red door.it is very pretty.here is the family.mother, father, dick, and jane live in the green-and-white-hourse.they are very happy.see jane.she has a red dress.she wants to play.who will play with jane?see the cat.it goes meow-meow.come and play.come play with jane.the kitten will not play.see mother.mother is very nice.mother, will you play with jane?mother laughs.laugh, mother, laugh.see father.he is big and strong.father will you play with jane?father is smiling.smile, father, smile.see the dog.bowwow goes the dog.do you want t play?do you want t play with jane?see the dog dun.run, dog, run.look, look.here comes a fried.the friend will play with jane.they will play a good game.play, jane, play.

note the underlined sentences.
hahahaha i cant believe they gave this lah.
i dint know how t phrase my answers t ensure that it has appropiate content.
o_O

HAHAHAHAHA OH YES I ALMOST FORGOT.
i actually managed to get A2 for my combined humans!
i think i got like. c6 last yr. HAHAHAHAHA.

ohkay i've got nothing t write alr.
byebye! (:


you make me wanna LALA.
:D

its 3 days left t mid yrs.
HA HA HA. im so dead lah. havent started revising for ss yet
whatever am i doing here. o_o

im so freaking tired of studying that i end up using the comp and distracting myself.
I CANT STUDY ANYMORE. my head is going t burst soon.
HAHAHAHAHA.

urgh i think im going crazy because of all the exam shit.
and come t think of it. this is only mid yrs!
theres like much much more t settle. like prelims and olvls.
at the rate im going at now. hwachong is like.
mission impossible.
maybe i should stop thinking that i will be able t get in
gasp. i might not be able to take the hard cold truth then. o_o
hahaha i don't know what shit am i typing.
SADSD DSFUSADIFSDJK S.
hc is a place for smart asses like _______.
kay nevermind.

i should treasure what i have now.
fourfifteeners and other darlings.
you people really mean alot to me and i really don't know how am i going t survive all these without u guys around.

i feel so blessed. (:
whenever im feeling down and so bloody unsure about myself.
always there, telling me not t give up. perservere!
always having faith in me even when i was being a pessimistic asshole
always believing that i will succeed (even when the journey ahead looked uhm,misty. xD)
haha THANKYOU LAH. (:

last heats tdy!
HAHA GREAT JOB BINNY AND TRICIA AND YUNLIN!! (:
and the 4X100 teams!
i hoped the bananas helped xD (jac still owe me money hor)

saw some very disturbing stuffs tdy.
hahaha but i don't feel like typing it out. (:
shall go and study now.
good luck for mid yrs everyone!
JIAYOU!! :D


as we go on, we remember
all the times we spent together
<3

its almost 8 now and school is going t start again in about 11 hours time.
urgh i hate school and mid yrs and olvls and prelims and what not.
mid yrs in 4 days and i think im so bloody screwed cause i havent started on my ss YET.
theres sec3 and sec4 stuffs t study for. ha ha im so dead.
and the nxt week would be all the heavy heavy topics like.
BIOLOGYandAMATHS
CHEMISTRYandPURELIT.
then out of nowhere its CSM.
right in the middle of our mid yrs.
@#%@$#@$@#!@%&^#$%#$^$%

urgh i feel so angsty now.
ANGST ANGST ANGST >: (
there is NO FOOD at home and its raining and i have a pile of work waiting for me to do.
and alot of things t study for.
CRIES ):
maybe some xiaolongbaos/salsa cheese fries now will help.
ohkay nevermind O_O.

studied at kap tdy
and i went for tuition after that.
and yay i FINALLY met up with sarah. (:

IM HUNGRY.
and my stomach is growling like crazy.