i screwed my comp. ONCE AGAIN. ))':

lyk wads wrong with me lahh. y cant i even do simple things properly. lyk bowling. i cant bowl. i screw things up. -sighh- )):

as usual. i went hme n cried. i freaking whacked my ankle with the freaking ball n it hurts. i couldnt walk properly. i bowled lyk shit. boohoo. )): im doing worse than last yr. why cant i even bowl properly. wahtts my problem man.

luckily tdy is singles. i dunwanna pull anione's score down. im gonna train veri hard.

my life is screwed.
my bowling is screwed.
my studies r kinda screwed.
woww. i lead a screwed life man.



`broken is all i feel inside.
`my dreams r shattered. ):

)): teng changed our seat. n im sad. ):

blah wadeva lah. hah. cant b bothered animore.

OOHKAYS.
aniwae it was the first dae of term 2 tdy and i havent finished my hw. hahahaha.
bdiv is on thurs n im feeling stressed. ):

i havent completed my lit.
i havent done my given circumstances.
i havent memorised my script.
i havent do my bio ws.
i havent went bowling.
i havent do the damn structure.
i havent been running.

damn. i lead a sad life.





i walk a lonely road
the onli 1 tt i haf ever known
duntknoe where it goes
bt its home to me
i walk alone.

u broke my heart when u said gudbye
u believed him when he told u a lie
w/out your love baby, i'm gonna die

boooohoo. the itch is killing me and i feel depressed. i duntknoe whyy. )): reached hme tdy n i started crying. tears jus started flowing out lyk suddenly. haiyahhh. still havent touched my hw yet. n im alone at hme again.. sighh.

sch is reopening on mondae. ):
aniwae.. happie burfdae jing and spermo! :DD




-im broken when im lonesome.

ahh. have been rather busy tis week. thou its the march hols.. ive been goin out earlie in the morning n goin hme late in the night. ): yeahh. had om "audition" on wed.. n our structure broke. )): arwells. i dunwanna get in aniwae. hurr. ((:

yeapps. went bowling tdy. boohoo. my bowling sucks man. sorry if i play badly. i cant help it if my bowling suck la. sorry xinmin if i pull our doubles score down. sorry yantian n xiuwen if i pull our team score down. sorry everyone if i bottom the singles list. sorry. ))': ahh. thinking of comp nxt week is lyk so depressing. haiyahhs.

eeeks! ive got lots n lotsa rashes on my legs n arms. SO ITCHY!! blah. i havent started on my hw n its like the march hols is gonna end SOON. man. i lead a sad life. )):



everytime i try to fly i fall
without my wings i feel so small
guess i need u babyy.

whees. im bck frm obs!! yeahh. gotta admit.. it rawked la. hehh
oohkays. i shall start frm mondaee. ((:

7march--mondae
oohkays. i woke up on mondae morning feeling veri veri sick. i refused to get out of my bed and i kinda dreaded going to obs. yeahhh. well.. eventually i got up n dad gave me a lift to sch cuz my bag was uberr heavy. uhh huh..

yeah. so i reached sch n met some of my classmates. i went searching fer ppl to either pass them things or collect things from them. i wanted mobile--but i kinda envied resi ppl. ahahaha nvmm.. yeahh. so we assembled at lt2 n at first i was kinda happi that it was rumoured that ppl assembling in lt2 would be in mobile SEA. but heck. i was dreading obs. then we left class by class to punggol -did i spell it correctly?- jetty and waited DAMN LONG to board the fetty heading to pulau ubin. uhh. so i drizzled n stopped n drizzled n stopped. BUT we still werent on the ferry yet. pffft

so we finally boarded the ferry n headed for ubin. there was tis instructor on the ferry n upon arrival.. he went "welcome to temptation island". lyk HAHA. NOT FUNNY. arwells.. so we had to walk tis LONG LONG LONG LONG way to camp2 which looked kinda pathetic. so i was disappointed n went on discounting obs.. to make things worse. more than half of my class was lyk in the other watch (armstrong) n i was lyk stuck in livingstone. i felt bad. really bad.. BOOHOO. at least ive got gav tricia xiuwen and most importantly A-BIN wid me. :D so that made things a lil beta..

err ya. so we went to our different watches and we intro-ed ourselves.. n stuck tis sticker to ourselves so that we will noe each others name. so i gotta noe our instructor. hes name is andy. yeahh. so he was trying veri hard to kinda "communicate" wid us but to no avail. hahaha. sorreh andy. lol.. then we went on to check our stores and took a grp foto which turned out a lil.. haha.. nvm. after that we played some games and tried out belaying before pitching our tents and cooking dinner. cooking our own dinner was fun. bt i dint haf enough to eat cuz i dint eat anything for the whole dae except for an apple. hurhurr.

after eating and cleaning up we went for a discussion wid andy before going bck to our tents for the nite..

8march--tuesdae
haha. 2nd dae. we woke up at 7 and went for our water activities. we went kayaking and did some capsizing n stuff. O.o it was fun lah. capsizing n waiting for ppl to come save us n vice versa.((:

after tt went to bathe and we packed our stuff fer the hike to camp1. then we did some high-elements. the log thingy. it was fun! haha. <3 high elements. yeahh aniwae i did it wid a-bin n we made it to the top! heehee.

then we set off for the next campsite carry those super heavy bagpacks and hiked to camp1. the bagpack was lyk SUPER HEAVY. even heavier then the bag that i bought to camp. HURHURR. arwells. it was jus a 20min walk lah. not that bad.. in fact it was kinda worth it cuz camp 1 was lyk whoa. damn nice.. dey got better facilities such as the canteen. hahaha. yeahh so our dinner was provided for that nite. the food was damn nice n i ate alot. ALOT. xiuwen a-bin n i were lyk luffin lyk retards n we dun even noe wth we were liffin at. -_- we even had supper. resi ppl haf such gd lives. hahaha

oohkays. in the nite we did tis "mind-map" thingy. like we had to write our purpose in life n stuff liddat. hahaha.. but we dint lah. we wrote a lil n then started doodling all over the paper drawing stuff like each other n even andy. hahaha.. then it was lights-out again.

9march--wednesdae
wheee. we woke up quite earlie too n went to haf breakfast! DAMN NICE KAYY. hahaha i ate alot too. considering the fact that i DUN take breakfast. ahaha..

after breakfast we went to do high elements n it was reali reali fun! im beginning to like obs lahh. :D yeahh so i paired up wid a bin and we managed to get "6bucks" for completing both the obstacles we were supposed to do. ((:

yeahh. after that had lunch before making our wayy to camp 3. camp 3 was reali reali pathetic. we hiked for 1hr+ wid our super-heavy bagpacks before reaching that campsite where there was no toilets. haha.. so we had to do our business in the bushes.. lol

yah. so we cooked our own dinner and got ready for nxt morning where we would b carrying out our sea-expedition.. well. in the middle of the night i heard andy's laughter and a bin started luffing. that made me luff too. xiuwen started luffing and yah. we kinda luffed the night away. hurhurr.

10march--thursdae
oohkays. we woke up damn earlie.. lyk 4.30 to prepare for our sea ex. at arnd 7+ we set off and started kayaking for duno how long. it was lyk damn tiringg. finally we got to stop at tis island made of rocks, rocks, and more rocks. hahahhaa. so we were floting arnd in the water and wenqi was doing "flip-overs" in the water. hahaha. yahh. then after eating some stuff which was supposedly lunch. we set off again and tis time. was all the way to camp2.

it was damn tiring and we reached camp 2 at arnd 3+ hhahaaha. wahtt the hell lo. kayak for like god-noes-how-long. when we reached i was lyk so relieved and i almost cried. hahaha. yeahh. aniwae thx to those who helped cheered me on.. and most importantly the instructors for sitting on the speed boat and zooming off when we kayaked lyk shit. haha. no offence.

yeah so that nite we had a veri nice meal of rice with sardin, curry chicken, baked beans, ikan bilis, mushrooms n milo. ((: thumbs-up to those who cooked dinner. :DD then we talked for awhile and went bck to our tents for our last nite in pulau ubin.

11march--fridae
i woke up feeling both sad n happy. sad to leave but also happy to leave. ahaha. after packing up our stores.. we went to assemble at the hall where andy toked to us abt the camp. we had to reflect on the camp. mani cried.. including me. boohoo.

yeahh. special thank-yous to all those in livingstone. you guys rawk man.(: yeahh. andy rawks too. hehh.

after buying some souvenirs we went bck to spore. obs was over. lyk POOF. its over n gone. obs was indeed an experience for me. i learnt mani things that i could not have been able to learn in classrooms. i learnt not to take things for granted.. frankly speaking.. i used to think tt my life sucked. bt after obs.. i learnt to appreciate my life more as well as to appreciate the ppl arnd me. i learnt that one has to live a purpose-ful life and we should reali make the best out of our lives. quote:"the purpose in life is to lead a life of purpose."

yupps. i reali reali enjoyed that 5 day camp living in tents and surviving on canned food. the fun of obs was all made possible bcuz of livingstone as well as my frens who went through it wid me.

-off to OBS tmr. ((: