so it was the national junior canoeing championships last weekend.
as much as it was really tiring and draining, im glad we all raced well and did the best we could.
sajc canoeing ftw!! (:

for the record, i left home at 6.30am on saturday morning, reached home at 10plus.
left home at 7plus on sunday morning and came home only at 11plus!
so i spent a grand total of (almost) 9 hours of my weekend at home.
of which probably 7plus hours was spent sleeping HAHAS.

and so that left me as a very very tired girl for the whole of today.
bleahs.

bloody long day tdy from 8am all the way till 5pm, with only 3 random half hour breaks in between..which wasn't of much use actually thanks t the crowd in the cafe. :@
J2s need better welfare man. D:

had video screening (on our pre-recorded standing board jumps) during pe and the jumps were really funny. esp coughkahhweecough HAHAHAHA.
jiahui the violent one started hitting me whenever funny things happened in the video. -_-
i managed t convince mrchay that we just had lunch and we were all full and on the brink of puking if we did any streneous(omg my spelling sucks.) activities so pe was rather light tdy.
hohos :D

then it was gp. which. was. ultimate. boredoom. D:
and we were on the topic of science and technology..
tcher: so class, do you think i'd be able t make this stack of paper stick on the ceiling if i threw it up now? *starts throwing paper*
on the first try he hit the tile on the ceiling and it somehow moved and threatened t fall and hence he got scared HAHAHA.
tcher: see it doesnt right, no matter how hard i try. *starts throwing the paper again*
me: sir! the paper would stick if you tried till 5pm. :D (gp ends at 5pm HAHAS)

okay, i was bored. ):

supposedly easy but long and intensive programme for trng tdy haha.
but it was pretty fun. (:
anyway pt was really really light.
then we went t the trophy room for massage session. HAHAHA.
plus we did alot of stupid things in the trophy room. SHHHHHH.

then had pizza for dinner!
t celebrate mrQ's birthday (imma welfare rep, yo.) and also for our race on sat and sun!(:
haha mrQ obviously knew about it but he pretended not t and played along with us anyway ._.

okay i think i need sleeeep.
or i'll zombie arnd tmr again, lol.
NIGHTSSSSS (:

为什么那么痛?
):

Leona Lewis; Keep Bleeding Love

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater
Than the rest that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love.

aha my blog is pretty dead again :O
doesnt matter la. doubt anyone reads anymore cause i post pointless entries :/

the week's been busy busy busy.
come tmr it'd be the 6th continuous day having trng. and still counting.
HOHOS. trng's fun (:

there's a new addition t the class!
so now we've got 7 guys. hahaha okay la got improvement.
maybe he'll be able t run for the class during sports day.
we see some light? hmmmm xD

anyway step up 2 was goood.
but channing tatum (tyler gage) > robert hoffman (chase collins) definitely.
ahahahas. but overall it was good.
the dancing was Y. :D
comparable t step up la. its not that bad as they say it is.

dont know what came over me but i'm pretty much very very determined t train now.
like in terms of self trng la.
i'll skip and swim. gna improve my not-very-good stamina.
ahahas. i am determined!
but step 1: I NEED A SKIPPING ROPE.
gahhh. i used t have a few but all of them disappeared. somehow =/

first day of school tdy and it has been pretty taxing.
surprisingly an A for maths.
bio was shit but who cares. im easily contented (:

long long 2 hour break tdy so i went t macritchie t move boats and i came back with 5 mosquito bites on my legs. ))))):
plus i've been getting all sorts of weird bites lately. helpppppp D:

met the class after that for tauhuay and we got our class jerseys!

okay its late.
GOODNIGHT!



and on a pretty random note:
it sounds cliche, but life sucks. ):

yepp. but then again, nobody cares so why shld i.
sometimes i dont even know what im doing anymore.
i tell myself something but i end up doing/behaving another.
SIGHHHH. i shall sleeep.

everything that has once ever mattered has become history.
mmmmmmm.

in other news, blocks are over.
okay they were over long long ago but i hadnt found time t update cause we've been trng everyday.
but then again i dont really feel relieved or whatsoever cause i know there'd be more shit up and coming.

ahas oh well.
i've got t go get ready for trng now hohoho.

ohmygod i need t stop blogging.

haha i tried t wake up really really early tdy t chiong bio.
but it was so early that i think i drifted in and out of sleep.
until my mum came t ask me whether i was sleeping or studying HAHA

i dont know leh.
i think its a hybridisation of both.

omg chem is getting t me.

i feel like i shld go on a hiatus till 19th march.
I SHALL TRY T STOP MYSELF FRM COMING ONLINE SO OFTEN.
the internet is a dangerous place.
it preys on unsuspecting young children. LOL.

hahahaha shit im damn lame.
okay i shld stop. now.

LATERS.

i wasn't sure before, but now i know.
its quite sad how someone can behave like a fucking hypocrite.
i guess it doesnt matter either,
cause i bet you don't care anyway.
to sum it up, i think i really 看错人了.
=/


sigh, i know i shld be studying now but im like damn sick of studying already.
really really DAMN SICK of studying. ):
helpppppppppppp.

today wasn't exactly a good day either.
as in i'm nt in such a good mood as i was ytd. somehow.

;_;

gahh nvm press on press on press on.!

STUDY STUDY STUDY.
okay besides that i've been playing mahjong!
on some website and my character is naked and sad. ):

haha and i've been eating like a pig tdy.
im spending so much money on fooooood.
what has the world become to. HAHA

but anyway subway was good.
good = nice + CHEAP
hohoho.

and i finally saw the sun again tdy! (:
but macritchie was closed hence trng was cancelled.
BASKET....(ball).

okay i feel like watching television cause im suffering from the cram-too-much-things-into-head syndrome.
im getting headaches quite occasionally and i get high for no apparent reason.

okay LATERS.
imma go watch hongkong dramas. HAHA


its good we're finally moving on. ((:

if love was a disease,
boy you make me sick. (:

haha im blogging again even though i've got nothing t blog about.
cause my life revolves arnd studying studying and more studying.
okay plus abit of trng (but apparently not so much cause the weather's really bad.)
):

maybe its God's way of wanting us t study more.

in other news, tdy was yet another studying day.
and i swear i tried cramming so much stuffs into my not very large brain left me with occasional headaches. i think i'd rather die than study
positive thinking positive thinking.
okay, STUDYING IS DAMN FUN.

theres trng tmr! (:
please please please dont rain.

and i've come t a conclusion that the frequency of my entries depends largely on the extent on which i am busy.
cause when i'm busy i tend t do unimportant things like blogging.
hohoho.

anyway, leap years tdy was good. (:
ananda everingham (did i spell correctly?), the guy who played jeremy is Y
haha but that isnt the main point. xD
halfway through the show whhee got a little high on caffeine, thanks t our triple shot java chip frm starbucks. LOL

studying was pretty productive tdy too! and we had good food for lunch and dinner.
and so i guess im a pretty satisfied girl now. :D

im prepared for more studying tmr! (:
GO ME!


and dear God, please stop raining!

i've been meeting all sorts of werid people lately.
i think i need a break. ):

blocks are coming up.
but I STILL CANT FEEL THE NEED T STUDY.

oh dear.

haha its been a damn busy week D:
i finally have the time t sit down and do my stuffs.
and so i thought i'd blog first.

but then blogger got a little cranky and i took a hell lot of time trying t load the page.
oh well, its loaded alr so whatever ahaha :D

mr500 has been quite an experience i must say.
no medals, but it was good all the same (:
made me realise what my flaws were.
i always wait till the horn stops before i start.
hahaha i've got imba lag time -___-

its okay, NJCC's gna be a different story altogether.
hahahas. (:

took the lorry frm seletar t bedok and then frm bedok t macritchie and i swear we almost died.
driver was a reckless uncle and he speeds!
even on humps and whatnot and we all got rotten butts. RAWR.
then he reversed ALL THE WAY up the slope behind macritchie reservoir!
(and knocked into a motorbike.)
we all screamed like hell and banged on the lorry but obviously he didnt hear us at all. SIGH.

OH YES. how cld i forget.
westmall (melshan's 'hippest' and favourite hangout spot.LOL) has subway which offers student meals!
we got a footlong cold cut trio, drink and 2 cookies for only 6 bucks!
IS THAT CHEAP OR WHAT.
hahahahas :D

and now i owe raymond a handphone sock cause i promised him one if he finished the race. HAHAS.
but still (even though i doubt he'll be reading this), GOOD JOB MAN.
we're all so proud of you (:

im so proud of everyone who raced during mr500.
and thankyou whheee for coming down! :D
yayyy! <3

screwed up. big big big time.
but ayeeee. nvm la, its over already. (:

i am very very very bored now.
shall go eat dinner then STUDY.
-is determined.-

GP tmr
blah.



your voice was the soundtrack of my summer;
Y

tmr's the day.
God bless me. D:

i had the urge t blog just now but it all went away as soon as logged in.
hahaha trng was good tdy but im tired and sleepy and SCARED.
okay not really scared but i guess the fact that exam's tmr has finally set in and i finally feel the pressure of going t the exam studio totally unprepared. or rather, going t the exam and planning t fail.
all i can do now is hope that i dont screw up tmr and the rest is pretty much not within my control anymore.
to sum it up all, basically i feel damn sian now. ):

whats wrong with the world and everything else.
why do things happen when they dont mean t mean what they mean.
why is it that some people can say one thing and mean another, or rather, dont mean anything at all?

haha (no you're not supposed t know what im talking about.)

in other news, coach's debrief was rather long tdy.
and we left that place t go shower only at 8pm (plusplus).
it was freaking cold and i swear i was shivering like mad.
but i feel inspired t train hardddd all over again.
so, go team sa! (:

okay im tired.
YAWNNNNN.

i just uploaded pics taken with my phone frm NVM last sun, so picture post!
before i go study for chem and bio SPA!
(and i completed my vectors tutorial and did complex numbers tutorial in school just now)
MUAHAHAHA. i am proud of myself :D

okay, anyways. (:

camwhoring in the toilet ahahs :D

and im gna post this picture cause its quite funny AHAHA.
failed camwhoring attempt #1359028109581.
i looked like i took a pic of myself when i wasnt even the one holding the phone.
-_____-

haha and my mum just told me t get a new GC if i really really need one.
WHOAAAA. :O

cca sign-up tmr! hope the response is good (:
okay STUDY TIME.
(i strive to be MUGGER.)
ahahahas. nights.(:

hahaha this song is stuck in my head!
its damn cute :D

The Alphabet Love Song.



"A," you're adorable, "B," you're so beautiful,
"C," you're a cutie full of charms.
"D," you're a darling and "E," you're exciting
And "F," you're a feather in my arms.
"G," you look good to me, "H," you're so heavenly,
"I," you're the one I idolize.
"J," we're like Jack and Jill, "K," you're so kissable,
"L," is the lovelight in your eyes.

"M," "N," "O," "P," I could go on all day.
"Q," "R," "S," "T," alphabetically speaking, you're OK.

U," made my life complete, "V," means you're very sweet,
Double-"U" "X" "Y" "Zee."
It's fun to wander through the alphabet with you
To tell you what you mean to me

(((:


anyway vertical marathon was quite fun tdy la. :D
less tiring than trng and it was rather satisfying.
anyway we made it to the top so yay!

we met at ps macs in the morning for breakfast then went t carefour t shop! HAHA
anyway it was coach's birthday so we decided t spam him with missed calls and birthday smses!
and he replied mine with a "thanks a lot my dear :) :)"
awwwwww SWEET. (:
he called the guys "my son" instead of "my dear" though.
hahaha coach is cute. x)

anyway aft the climb we played stn games and popped a balloon while playing some game which we had t put a balloon in between ourselves and walk one round without touching or dropping the balloons.
and it was cause we dint take out the number tag and somehow the pin pricked the balloon.
wth i xia dao can.

then the turn turn turn alot of rounds game was quite funny HAHAHA.
it was really very giddy but damn funny t see everyone turn until they damn giddy.
HAHAS. (i dont make sense but ahah whatever man :D)

i drank about 3 cups of berocca tdy HAHA.
and anyway our AIZAI team got 5th placing in the inter-JC category!
yay! (((((:
but milonelo and nelomilo rocks all the same. hohoho.
go go go sa canoeing! Y
it was funny how everyone cldnt pronounce our team names.
and no one knows what a nelo is! ):

alrights i need t go do my sl reflections ):::::::::::::
LATERS. (: