as expected.... (HAHA)
i went t sleep even before i started on my EOM ytd. ):
my article is damn hard t do i feel like killing myself the pw comm.
oh wait, mine isnt even an ARTICLE. its a freaking book ;_;
and msy says its quite hard t do eom on that book.
wah, like that die already lah. ))))))))):


lessons ended at 6.3o tdy lah.
so late can! but HEHE nvm lah, it was....worth it.
right yannie :D.
then had dinner at prince!
cause we figured out that cute probably was closing already


BLEAH. i really really really need t do eom but argh.
i cant bring myself t do it ;_;
helpppppp D:


YANNIE PLEASE COME ONLINE NOW.
i've got something (actl alot of things) t show you and i bet you'll totally laugh.
and i know i'll make your day HEHEHEHE.

EOM!!! ;_;


BLEAH, i know i shldnt be online at this time.
theres so many things t be done and here i am, wasting my time. X_X
ROAR. i swear pw is the worse thing that ever happened to me.
i hate pw!!! :@:@:@


and i've yet t complete my bio tutorial, and geeepee work.
and organic chem tutorial.
and maths tutorial.
and study for econs commontest omgxzxzxzxzxz.
and well, the list goes on and on.
damn, i shld have gone t cambridge ahahaha.


trng tdy and im CURRENTLY not aching yet!
ahaha! the wonders of protein (:
and mel said im becoming pro-er at making protein drinks taste nice :D
yayy say bye bye t yucky protein!


okay its 11.2o.
TIME T STUDYYYYY BYE BYE.

qianwen is a happy girl tdy. AHA (:
she survived trng! and some stuffs happened too!
hahahahaha. (:


okay sorry for the rubbish HEHE.
im going off soon t east coast park t meet the canoeist soon!(:
cause there's cip tmr for the osim triathlon and we're gna be volunteers!
OKAY DAD JUST CALLED.
bye people! (:

say goodbye to emo posts!(:
.. cause im too tired t even be emo ahaha. =/


my nose is running like... a tap.
FLUUUUUUUUUU. ):
ahaha for the first time im still uhm, alive and kicking at this time CAUSE MY HAIR IS WET.
cause usually i wld have fallen asleep by 1o.3o or something.
maybe its cause im eating yummy BANANA CAKE (:


now my nose is blocked i cant breathe properly. -_-
anyway, learning fest tdy!
i went for 5 languages of love (HAHAHA please dont ask me why).
and impress at first sight! it was surprisingly, quite entertaining.
even though i was *ahem* more engrossed in my sudoku. LOL
I AM GOING T SOLVE IT, I CAN JUST FEEL IT COMING.
ahahahahhaa okay qianwen please shut up. T_T


trng after that (:
quite fun although my arms and knees were quite dead from morning pt.
did k2 with yongz, j and wl!
yah then had dinner and went home. (:


OKAY I THINK I SHLD STOP HERE.
before i forget,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOPHIE :D

sometimes i really cannot stand myself. :@
QIANWEN PLEASE WAKE UP.
you know you'll hurt yourself even more if this goes on.
please dont let history repeat itself again alright.
you dont want it t happen, and you know it.
roar. :@

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY,
JEREMY THE PIGHEAD. (:


ahahaha. i feel that i've got loads t blog about.
but somehow, everytime i sign in, i seem t not have anything t blog about.
._.


team dinner on friday.
it was a super busy day that i almost wanted t die. D:
almost no breaks, had learning journey somemore.
went all the way t parliament house with my super heavy bag.
ended rather early so we walked aimlessly arnd raffles place (still with my super heavy bag) before deciding t sit down at burger king to waste time STUDY. (okay fine i dint.)
then left at arnd 5.30pm t go meet the canoeists at cityhall mrt!
headed t marina square t have dinner at Changing Appetites. (:
ate and talked crap for quite long, then we went t some stairs place and held team elections there.
ahaha it was damn hot and the whole thing ended at arnd 11plus D:


captain - eugene
vice.captain - yongz and guangjie
logistics - yang and jack
and i became treasurer.
yup thats Sajc Canoeing EXCO 2007/2008 for you. (:


anyway, visited kai at SGH ytd with wq shanti sm and yannie!
GET WELL SOON KAI! (:
her ward's damn high tech lah, still got some touch screen comp with internet connection and tv.
played the games with yannie and we lost..quite terribly.
wq was as usual, mesmerized with kai's psp. AHAHAHA.
yeah we talked about loads of stuff and i heard about the shocking news #2 of the week.


stayed on till about 8.30pm and then we left and went t PS for pastamania.
shared alfunghi and chicken cheese sausage pasta :D with yannie.
and the fillipino pepper was quite nice HEHE.
wanted t get pretzels after that BUT IT WAS SOLD OUT ALREADY. ):


felt nice wait, im nice. AHAHAHA okay whatever.
so i decided t train home with wq!
ahaha yeah and we continued on our talk about certain stuffs/ppl from where we left off on thurs.
BLAH, so many things happened. i hope stuffs are cleared up soon.
i dont want t see _________ like that anymore. ):


and aiyah, actually i feel quite _____ but then also not really very _____.
then i also dont know what i want.
i know that things will never turn out the way i want them to be.
but its so hard t let go.
i wish i had more mental strength. SIGH
i wish things dint turn out this way.
sometimes, i wish i hadnt met you at all.....


okay im off, CHEERS PPL.

blah.


i've cooled down already but seriously, whats your prob!
dont vent everything on me just because you're stressed or for whatever reason i dont really care.
sometimes, i feel like i dont know you anymore.


ROAR i need t go do my chem tutorial later.
work's pilling up, qianwen is stressed stressed stressed.
i feel that know i've got loads of stuff t do but i cant seem t uhm, bring myself t do them.
HOW.


alot of random things happened tdy.
yah so basically tdy was an eventful day rushing here and there with random smiling shits.
AHA. sorry i dint understand what i just typed. O_o
and i met up with jing wq sm shanti ly at btm tdy!
talked about alot of stuffs. SIGH i really really miss the 415 days. ):


oh dear my eyes are closing. i sense that im going t fall asleep soon and leave all my work undone D:
and its team dinner tmr! I DONT KNOW WHAT T WEAR D:
blah.




your spirit pulls me through
when nothing else will do;

AH! i just remembered what i wanted t do just now when i came online t blog.
(no of course it wasn't t emo).


IVE GOT JOKES T TELL.
okay here's the question:
"MARMITE" (you know that sauce thingy).
ehhhh and the answer is...
-drumroll-
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.
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.
.
.
.
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.
.
....BUT PA MIGHT NOT.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.


oh yah and tdy hm came t talk t me.
hm: eh you all tdy no water trng ah.
me: yah dont have, tdy no trng.
hm: oh yah hor coach coming down later
me: HUH FOR WHAT?!
hm: race review. (but i heard as race withyou)
me: HAHAHAHA RACE WITH ME?! IN THE CANAL AH.
hm: -shows shocked face-
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. so embarrassing.


k really need t go do hw already.
i think tonight no need sleep liao. O_O

maybe it was just a stupid mistake.
and it hurts so much, just t see you go;


blah. sorry for the emo-ness.
i feel like i've been putting on a false front everyday.
cause it hurts and i know you know it too.
but there's nothing much t do anyway, right?


argh i cant type properly cause my elbow hurts when i rest my arms on the table.
knocked into someone while we were playing captain's ball tdy.
i think there's gna be a bruise soon :l


life's getting harder and harder t pass each day.
but i know i've got t keep on moving.
just think happy thoughts and get on with life.
qianwen is strong, she won't cry.


ROAR i've got tons of shit t face tmr.
i'd better go do sth t er, salvage the situation a little.
BYEBYE.

super beautiful sunset t end the day (:

TEAM SAJC CANOEING!

went t change and had meaty dinner with the team (j1s + j2s) at Cafe' Cartel!
left tamp mall at about 10plus and i reached home super late again.
some of them stayed back after that t talk more.
SIGH i really dont know what it'll be like one year down the road. ):


qianwen is feeling emo again.
tsk change topic!!


OKAY went t school as per normal tdy!
but there were no lessons except for some talk about work-shadowing programme and some events management thingy.
ahaha i obviously slept through the whole thing cause i was so tired.
tried t take down notes for the PW talk. but i 心有余, 力不足.
HAHAHAHAHA MY CHINESE QUITE PRO RIGHT xD.
alicia and her friend spotted me sleeping throughout the whole talk.
SIGH -is embarrassed.- :$


left school at arnd 10 and went t St Andrew's Cathedral for council commendation(:
the church was pretty pretty pretty(:
guangjie got attacked by _____ outside the cathedral. LOL
then went for lunch at funan with some of the canoeist after commendation.
some guys went for trng after that so i left with yannie(:
(PSST YANNIE FASTER COME ONLINE I WAS T SEND YOU THE PIC)
-laughs-.


BLEAH I JUST FELL ASLEEP IN FRONT OF THE COMP.
heh heh its late, there's trng tmr morning!
so.. TIME T SLEEP : D
goodnight!

sajc canoeists are the Y man (:
i have like super mixed feelings tdy and i dont know why.
maybe the time of the month is coming soon. :l


i dint talk t ______ at all tdy cause i just dint feel like it. SORRY
went t support canoe nats and seniors did great(:


rahr this entry sounds damn weird.
maybe im just too tired.
just reached home and i really slept all the way till the busstop outside my house.
i guess im really very tired =/
shall go sleep soon cause i've got t go down again tmr.
land trng in the morning before nats finals start.


yup yup go sa canoe (:




i dont know how.
maybe it was just a stupid mistake all along;

OH YOU BLOODY BLOODY ________. :@
sorry its gna be an angsty post(kinda) cause i got pissed off tdy.
got over it already but i still wna vent.
just skip this whole part if you dont wna read. :l
ROAR.


I CANT STAND HOW YOU THINK YOU ARE OH SO GREAT AND ALMIGHT IMPORTANT.
BECAUSE YOU ARE OBVIOUSLY NOT. SO PLEASE STOP LIVING IN DENIAL. I THINK YOU KNOW IM TALKING ABOUT YOU BUT PLEASE DONT COME ASKING ME WHETHER IT IS YOU. CAUSE I GUESS IT DOESNT MATTER (TO YOU) ANYWAY.
YOUR ATTITUDE SUCKS AND EVERYONE KNOWS IT.
EVERYONE EXCEPT YOU. JUST BECAUSE YOU ___________, PLEASE DONT GO AROUND PUSHING THE BLAME TO SOMEONE ELSE. CAUSE IT SUCKS AND YOU KNOW YOU KNOW IT. YES AND STOP PRETENDING THAT NOTHING HAPPENED.
MAYBE IM JUST TOO.. SENSITIVE/SHORT-TEMPERED/WHATEVER.
(but i think you dont care anyway.)


okay chill qianwen, chill. ):
on a lighter note. happy things happened ytd.
and tdy too thats why im not really very angst anymore. (:


had alot of close encounters (hahahaha sorry) ytd.
and maths lecture was probably one of the most :) one.
cause i was damn sleepy till a point that i got quite high and started laughing at everything the maths lecturer said. like chickens and non-zero.
okay fine. PARTIALLY.
hehe (:


and i had dinner with yannie at prince (:
nice cheap food + alot of stupid imaginary scenarios (spelling? my england sucks).
and we laughed at the POKS.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.


and just got results about canoeing from eugene!
1. 6/9 boats managed t get into semi-finals (:
2. k2 500/1000 and k4 500m were first in their heats!
COOOL SIA (:


going down t bedok t support the team tmr!
SA SA ALL THE WAY! :D




and all i wna do,
is to grow old with you;

saturday! o7o7o7 HAHA. nice date but not very nice day. SIGH
had trng earlyyyy in the morning! (okay fine it wasnt very early)
THEN IT RAINED. quite heavily. so we got stuck under the makeshift shelter.
the wind was so strong and it was so cold. BRRRRRR.
we stood out there in the cold for like 1hr plus ):
ENDURANCE.


trng was originally frm 8-12 but it the end we ended at like 3.
TSK. and we supposedly had some selection thingy.
paddled about 3rounds (i dont know how long was that but it was quite long hah)
and right after that had t run one round arnd bedok.
guys had t run 2 rounds lah! see already also xintong can. =/
survived, but i was damn tired ):


went t tp t bathe and we got stuck inside.
(oh yah and my phone got screwed up cause i was drenched in the rain in the morning. :@)
had t walk out through the main gate and frm there we took a bus t tampines!
hahaha everyone slept all the way t tampines lah.
and i think we looked quite funny cause every time i woke up i see this man um-chio(ing) t himself. O_O


had linner(lunch+dinner HAHAHA) at tamp mall!
wanted t catch transformers there but it was damn crowded so we decided t go watch at suntec instead!
it was quite nice lah! i like bumble bee HEHE. (:

look we're from team singapore HAHA :D

oh and i met theodor at suntec!
he was helping out in some bowling thing and he called me over t bowl.
O_O HAHAHAHA i obviously dint go. so embarrassing ):
SIGH i havent been bowling for soooo long. i kinda miss it.
bleah k stop. emo-ing already :

love nanyang bowling(:

and today i met up with TWIN!(:
after like 245346433423 years. heh
its nice t see you again! we shld meet up more often okay!(:


and to all the SAJCanoeists! :
ALL THE BEST FOR NATS :D
when the going gets tough, the tough gets going!
and we're the tough ones(:

-qianWENY

ahahaha waiting for my hair t dry now so i shall blog (:
(okay that was bullshit. i just dont wna do my econs.)
NO MOOD LAH. ):


tdy was a weird day cause it made me feel damn weird. O_O
doesnt make sense. i cant decide if its a happy day or a sad day.
HAHAHAHA OKAY FINE I'LL SHUT UP.


checked papers tdy. chem and bio mcqs.
HAHAHA passed lah. but i think structured is gna be so dead.
= qianwen is all ready to get UUUUUUUUU. ):
SIGH.


pw was kinda shitty ): i think im going t do reeeeaaal badly for PW too.
cause i really cant be bothered t spend time on PW.
EOM is like due soon lah and i have nuts to write about. D:
uhm. then GP was also abit O_o.
basically we just talked rubbish throughout the whole lesson lah!
gracia: oh man im feeling so stressed that my period havent come.
HAHAHAHAHAHA DANIEL HEARD IT AND MADE A WEIRD FACE.


then they started playing with my tortoise. HAHAHAHA. and GASP.
they deformed it D: ahahahahahaha mean poks (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
then gracia's hands found her way into my bag and took out this pouch which contained uhm, you-know-what.
and she asked zy if he wanted t open it and check what's inside.
HAHAHAHAHA WHAT THE SHIT.
i took it back and told him that inside holds the world's greatest invention.
HAHA. okay sorry not funny. T_T


stayed back with yannie and jing aft school. to do econs(!!!!!!!)
shit i think i am going t fail my econs lah I DONT UNDERSTAND.
someone give me tuition pretty pretty please.(:
i will be grateful t you for life.


okay econs time!

HAHA i obviously dint do my work at all. ):
shall go TRY t do abit later!
maybe econs tmr since theres no econs tmr AHA.


school's starting already.
trngs tooo. and im gna be busy busy busy all over again.
SIGH. thankfully i went out tdy and erm. bought alot of stuffs D:
i think i spent more than 100bucks lah! T_T.








argh i dont know what t type.
i feel so =/ now.
hope nothing uhm BIG happens tmr.
i think i cannot take it if **** **** *** **** *****. ;_;


damnit you are were so near yet so far. ):




cause all i want is t see you smile;
nothing else really matters.

COMMON TESTS ARE OVER!
EVERYBODY SCREAM!!!
(okay fine they were over quite some time ago already)
HAHAHA DOESNT MATTER.
qianwen is happy happy happy (:


and t make it even better, its youth day tmr!
which means its a holiday YAY!
(even though i have alot of assignments t complete.)
bloody econs and gp. D:


AHAHA WHO CARES.
im going out tmr and MAYBE, just maybe, i'll do them tmr when i get home (:
(if i feel like it HEHHEH).
ahahaha i feel like im living in self-denial.
better enjoy myself first before they return the papers; doomsday! ._.


OKAY ANYWAY.
i havent been blogging much and SO MUCH have happened.
hahaha but aiyah im too lazy t type them out anyway =/.
yup so friday was a happy happy day.
1. common tests are officially over.
2. spent time with teammates!(: went down t seletar t shift boats t bedok, then went t town t lunch and gossip talk. ahahaha.
3. ****'* ***** ***** (SHH ITS A SECRET) :D
4. pastamania for dinner! with my ALL TIME FAVOURITE-POTATO SALAD.
5. reached home damn late but dint get any shit frm mum :D
ahahaha and all that basically makes qianwen a very very happy girl. (:


went back t church on sat (finally!)


and today was basically a very junk-food-ish day.
had gathering with teammates at our usual favourite spot!
was in town before that and i FINALLY. got t eat my cinnamon sugar pretzel from auntie anne's!
ITS SUPER NICE AND VERY ADDICTIVE. :D
then i had bens&jerry's berry berry extraordinary sorbet!
ate sashimi YUMMMMMM.
bought chips and brought them t gj's place. ate alot of them, despite my very painful ulcer.
aahahahaha. then we ordered pizza for dinner! :D


and YAY im going town-ing tmr (:
even though gst rose already =/.
its only until now that i feel the holiday spirit okay!
JUNE HOLS ARE LIKE. ._.


okay i shall go and sleeeeep now.
then maybe i'll be able t get up slightly earlier tmr t do abit of my econs/gp!
hoho.