Friday, February 23, 2007
HELLO.
what do you want from me dude. ):
okay on a lighter note:
(realised i used this phrase alot of times already but hahaha whatever lah.)
i lost quite alot during mahjong on tues (TO MY PARENTS!). but i broke even today(:
HAHA mahjong's quite addictive hehheh i wna play more.
okay gt school tmr RAH.
goodnight!
-qianWENY
& with each passing day, i fall deeper into you;
[12:35 AM]
Sunday, February 18, 2007
I AM SO HUNGRY!
but im too lazy t get my ass out of my chair t go cook something.
hahaha yup so tdy was the first day of cny :D
but it feels abit weird! dont have the cny mood at all leh.
although i think it feels like this every year. HEH.
woke up at 8plus, went arnd t house and realised everyone was still sleeping!
HAHA so i went bck t sleep too T_T.
yeah then aft that did some visiting.
sarah&janah is absolute love (:
angbao angbao,
come t me now!
$_$_$_$_$_$ (:
400plus already! and still counting.
hahaha .^.
you were all the things i thought i knew
and i thought we could be;
-qianWENY
& with each passing day, i fall deeper into you;
[11:55 PM]
Saturday, February 17, 2007
happy chinese new year!(:
and thankyou t everyone for the vday gifts!
LOVE YOU GUYS! (:
went bck t ny aft sch ytd, only t realise that half the school's gone. ):
so in the end we went t coro t stone and wait for wq.
hahahaha then we went t pepperlunch :D for lunch!
sat there and talked for damn long.
wanted t leave alr when it was 4.14pm.
"eh wait until 4.15 then we leave lah :D"
hahaha wq and i both said that at the same time lah!
HAH, OH THE LAME-NESS. (:
then we went t dee's place for 415 classgathering! :D
HAHA played pool and K-ged. x)
then we all ate instant noodles tgt for dinner! (:
left at arnd 11plus! was damn sleepy cause the stupid pool table lights were so damn bright until my eyes hurt. ALOT.
and i finally finished packing my room tdy! :D
i feel so qingsong now! cause i did my JAE already.
dont wna think about it anymore and i hope i dont regret my choices.
qianwen is a happy girl now (:
the nanyang-ers(:
blogger screws my pictures!
sorry for the bad quality ahaha.
goodbye!
-qianWEN
& with each passing day, i fall deeper into you;
[8:44 PM]
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
argh fuck everything man.
i cant sleep now cause i havent submitted my JAE yet.
and im so fucking confused now i really dont know what i want.
i wna study in hc but i really really wna stay with the sa ppl.
and the canoeing team.
.. i dont think i'll ever get t sleep unless i come up with a decision now.
ARGH FUCK !!!!
i feel so vulgar now. okay im always like that when something's pissing me off.
like now. screw all the whatever jae/pae shit lah! cant we just NOT have any first 3mths shit and just chose schs once and for all.
all these first 3mth shit is making me damn fucking confused.
(and im trying t refrain frm using vulgarities at ppl im talking t nw)
i feel like a loser.
why did the fucking hell did i end up with 8pts?!
7 i wld have chosen hc and 9 i wld have just stayed in sa.
8 is like no where and in between. i dont even know whether i can get into hc anot.
omg why am i thinking so much.
everyone can make their decisions so quickly.
but im still like nt here nt there.
i really dont know what i want.
every single time i convince myself t just give it a shot and try for hc.
i wld just suddenly think of sa and all the ppl there.
then i wont feel like choosing hc anymore.
yup and it happens the other way round too.
YEAHYEAH I HAVE NO LIFE.
my life revolves arnd hc and sa. damnit.!!
i think my life shortened by 10yrs because of all the stress i get frm thinking. T_T
.........................
sigh! okay anyway i went new yr shopping tdy
and i spent alot of money.
then went t get the stuffs for making vday gifts.
yeah so technically i went arnd the whole spore.
hurhur.
yup anyway at the mrt stn right.
there was this uh. person.
who jumped in frnt of us and stopped us.
and she was frm a modelling agency O_o.
YEAH and the first thing she said t me was.
"hi im frm a modelling agency.basically we're looking for goodlooking ppl and i think you're one."
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA yeah righttt.
i was like omg shut up?!?!
haha, i managed t get a top and a skirt tdy.
plus alot of other rubbish.
i spent so much tdy. aha retail therapy. T_T
argh i shld just go and anyhow whack the jae now yeah.
HAHA i bet i will just chicken out last min and go t sleep.
fuck lah.
-qianWEN
& with each passing day, i fall deeper into you;
[1:16 AM]
Monday, February 12, 2007
GET OVER IT DUDE.
how now brown cow? T_T
oh man i feel funny. ahahaha.
eeni meni mini mo!
hc sa where shld i go?! D:
was cleaning my rm tdy and...
i broke it. )':
-qianWEN
& with each passing day, i fall deeper into you;
[2:09 AM]
Saturday, February 10, 2007
haha results are finally out already!
i did okay lah, better than i thought. but still nt good enough t get into hwachong.
grah.
everyone's telling me t try. but i dont know whether hwachong's really the place i wna be.
i love SAJC and everyone there lah. cant make up my mind.
but anyway tricia's leaving so whatever.
i cant believe it lah. damnit we counted the wrong score for her ytd and i was screaming like shiat cause i was so happy then we can go bck sa tgt.
AND then. it was actl a mistake. T_T.
damnit i got so sad i cried (again).
sigh! hwachong ppl staying in hwachong; sa ppl staying in sa.
how come i cant be like them and make my decisions too?
hurhur.
okay dont emo already.
on a lighter note:
OMG MY ENGLISH LIT GOT A1 LEH.
hahahahahahaa it was so unexpected!
cause my lit is like c5/c6 standard throughout my whole 4 yrs in ny lah!
and if im "lucky" enough, sometimes i will fail.
HAHAHAHAHA but whatever man!
i got an A1! :D
and my combined humans!
kinda screwed up the ss paper by writing rubbish.
and dint really study for history cause the topics i spotted all dint come out. D:
BUT I STILL GOT AN A2 OKAY!
prelims was D7 and i jumped t A2!.
and thats FIVE grades okay! (:
hahaahhaaha -feels proud of qianwen-!
yup so i gt eight distinctions and earned myself 400bucks (:
can go and buy cny clothes already HAHA.
OH YES! how can i forget.
ytd i went for hc's dramafest! (:
but we dint have tickets so we kinda like tried all means and ways t get in lah! T_T.
got in anyway :D.
HAHAHA i liked the play about the murder one! forgot which faculty was it frm.
and the fillers! HAHAHAHAHA damn funny lah!
see, stuffs like this waver my decisions. O_o.
okay im so hungry now i dont know why so i shld go and eat something.
taaaa.
-qianWEN
& with each passing day, i fall deeper into you;
[10:18 AM]
Sunday, February 04, 2007
truth is;
ran into an old friend ytd
caught me by surprise when he called my name
he was a familiar face, frm a chapter in my past
talked for a while, i smiled and then
said that he was seeing somebody and
told me this was gna last
showing me her photograph
and all the feelings i thought were gone
came rushing back t me at once
tried t smile and hide the way i felt
but i was thinking t myself
truth is, i never got over you
wish i was standing in her shoes
and when its all said and done
guess i'm still in love with you.
truth is, i never shld have let you go
and it's killing me cause now i know
and when it's all said and done
guess i'm still in love with you.
we reminisced on the way things used t be
shared a couple laughs, shared some memories
talked about the things that changed
some for good and some for bad
then he said goodbye and he paid for lunch
promised that we'd always keep in touch
grabbed my bags and grabbed my thoughts
walked away and that was that.
now the truth is, it hurts
but i know that the fault's mine
cause i let him go.
tried t get over it, but it's messing with my mind
I just gotta be honest, I guess
guess i'm still in love with you.
grah this song is stuck in my head
hahaha -sings-
. and it means so much,
. has been like almost 2yrs ten thousand years
. and i havent learnt t let go.
. i get affected damn badly whenever i get reminded of it
. but i aint gna be turning back no more
. yeah, you'll carry on with your life
. and i with mine, stronger than before.
.
.
.
.
T_T
argh anyway i just changed t the new blogger cause they refused t let me continue unless i change it?!
hurhur, feels irritated.
>(
theres like ten million things i need/have t do.
but i just dont wna move lah. hahahahaha im so lazy ):
-qianWEN
& with each passing day, i fall deeper into you;
[12:39 PM]
i never want t let you down or have you go,
but i guess its better off this way;
dont know what's wrong with me nowadays.
my mood swings frm top t bottom, left t right.
im beginning t lose it already.
everything's making me so T_T.
results; selection; commitments; changes; decision-makings. ):
damnit all man.
i feel like running away t some faraway place and never ever come back again.
stuffs happening arnd me are making me lose it all.
and i really really really dont like that feeling. ):
people have changed and i know you will never be the same person i used t know.
i feel like i dont know you anymore.
well on a lighter note, selections were manageable.
just that im suffering frm lactic acid overload (again) but this time its nt only the arms. but everywhere?!
and my hands are sore and yellow(O_o) frm doing wheelbarrow on the track for 200m!
tauhuay aft trng. (:
sigh i hope the whole team gets through!
steamboat was steammy (HAHAHAHA).
ryan the nice one lent me money and peeled prawns for us :D
im so damn broke and my mum havent given me my allowance.
and i suddenly realised that.
I HAVENT GOT NEWYEAR CLOTHES YET!
ahhhhhh -panics-.
seee i realised my mood changed again.
within like 10mins or something.
i think im going crazy.
oh yeah! how cld i forget! x)
went kbox-ing with s*fc-ers on thurs! (:
i got quite high and started laughing at every single thing.
5hrs straight! hahahaha and my voice is still intact.
HAHAHAHA (:
uhm, crosscountry on wed! 3.6km @eastcoastpark.
and i ran all the way okay! (which i've never done bef for the past 4yrs).
hahahaha -CLAPS-. (:
then went t parkway for lunch with the og peeps.
supposed t go for mahjong session aft that but i had trng. D:
so i went t find my cg-mates. played like 2 rounds of bridge and left for kallang already xD.
yeah it was during low-tide = VERY MUDDY.
the mud cld actl go all the way up t my thighs lah. damn gross.
but it was damn fun lah :D
dragon-boated and then ate dinner with the team! (:
*****! (: (: (: (: (: (:
okay its 2.16am alr!
i need t go sleep cause theres piano lessons tmr morning!
oh poor me ):
-qianWEN
& with each passing day, i fall deeper into you;
[1:48 AM]
qianWEN♥