you always get me up just t make me fall even harder;
TIRED. i really am.
but theres nothing i can do so WHATEVER MANN.
damnit. i dont care i dont care i dont care i dont care i dont care.
yes i know i dont care.

and i became some angsty shit all over again.
no I DONT CARE, remember?


ANYWAYS. ytd was time trials plus trng aft that.
did 2 500metres rundown back to back
(and the second one was totally unprepared for, physically and mentally.)
i swear i almost died.

line up was rather screwed as usual.
but its getting better, i hope.

then it was another 10 and coach changed my paddle.
first few was good. then i got so tired that i dint know what i was doing anymore.
and then i started shivering non-stop after we kept the boats.
whhee said its hypo. GASP :O

drank powergel HAHAS. and i realised im no longer scared of the taste anymore!
last time when we just started using powergel i always had t take it with water cause i cldnt stand the taste. and the viscosity (did i spell it correctly?) for that matter.
BUT I DINT DRINK WATER YTD!
and it felt okay hahahas. YAY.

then it was dinner with the usual few at subway.
and we talked till almost 8plus, almost 9.
late, but it was fun all the same.
haha cause we're random people.

alrights imma go now.
and whhee still havent replied me.
GAHH.