how can i love you if you just won't talk t me;


gahh. i dont know why im getting pissed over little things that dont really matter nowadays.
i'm like becoming bloody short-tempered and i cant stand it myself.

DAMNIT I WANT MY MONEY.....
they are so bloody untrustworthy i guess i'm pretty glad i dint go t all those trouble just t find part-timers for them.
they make people work and dont pay up. and they dont reply smses nor pick up phone calls.
basket!!
when i'm in need for money and not getting them just makes me a very very VERY PISSED girl.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

no i must learn t forgive and forget.
okay maybe not forget in this case but ya. you get my point.
wrote that in the journal tdy and jiaolian told me this.
"it is important t forgive and forget; but we should take note not t allow those who have hurt us t do so again.
forgiving is not about letting someone hurt you again and again just because you've grant them forgiveness but instead make them learn from this and change for the better."
something along those lines la. mmmmm.

MSA coming up and im getting so stressed out cause i'm probably 0.5% done with revision.
cant get enough sleep and my whole body system is more or less screwed up already.
booooooooo. cant wait for chinese new yr ):

trng at kallang tdy and the waves are rather big that i can still feel myself bobbing up and down the waves now. ):
and that makes me giddy and sleepy BUT I NEED TO STUDY.

and im wasting my time here now typing rubbish.
oh the irony.

haha i think i'm weird.
GOODBYE.