beee-o is over, yo. (:

chionged everthing last night ahahaha.
i'll be happy with an E, or rather just enough t keep me safe from the CLAWS of the remedial programmes.
actually, i'm not very tired. HAHAHA
slept at 10plus ytd and woke up at 2plus t study!
studied till 4plus and i went back t sleep hoho.

i still have chem prac t do then i think i'll go sleep. (:

this is such a pointless entry. haha
GOOOOOODNIGHTTTTTT.

ha ha i am blogging.
psst. its an excuse t get away from studying ^^

studying is probably about.. 10% done.
but i feel quite accomplished already.
ahahaha.


i hope you know what you're doing cause i'm really confused.

how can i love you if you just won't talk t me;


gahh. i dont know why im getting pissed over little things that dont really matter nowadays.
i'm like becoming bloody short-tempered and i cant stand it myself.

DAMNIT I WANT MY MONEY.....
they are so bloody untrustworthy i guess i'm pretty glad i dint go t all those trouble just t find part-timers for them.
they make people work and dont pay up. and they dont reply smses nor pick up phone calls.
basket!!
when i'm in need for money and not getting them just makes me a very very VERY PISSED girl.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

no i must learn t forgive and forget.
okay maybe not forget in this case but ya. you get my point.
wrote that in the journal tdy and jiaolian told me this.
"it is important t forgive and forget; but we should take note not t allow those who have hurt us t do so again.
forgiving is not about letting someone hurt you again and again just because you've grant them forgiveness but instead make them learn from this and change for the better."
something along those lines la. mmmmm.

MSA coming up and im getting so stressed out cause i'm probably 0.5% done with revision.
cant get enough sleep and my whole body system is more or less screwed up already.
booooooooo. cant wait for chinese new yr ):

trng at kallang tdy and the waves are rather big that i can still feel myself bobbing up and down the waves now. ):
and that makes me giddy and sleepy BUT I NEED TO STUDY.

and im wasting my time here now typing rubbish.
oh the irony.

haha i think i'm weird.
GOODBYE.

its the 17th today!
and its a very very very special day.
cause im going t recieve my pay!
(omg it rhymes)

so i went t the atm machine t check.
and BLOODY HELL GOT NO PAY.
#%^#$@%@!$^#$@%@!$"%&%^$#^%
BASKETTTTTTT.!

anyway i just read this email and it says:
8 hours lack of sleep will make a person stupid.
so if we stay up t study we'll still be stupid!
JUST GO SLEEP. (:

haha oh. i broke the 13mins barrier tdy (:
okay not very fast, but i guess im QUITE contented.
even though i wanted t die at the end and my bloody flu kept clogging up my nose i had t breathe through my mouth since the first round.
what the hell man!
AND MY TAILBONE IS IRRITATING.
):
okay they're just excuses..guess i knew it all along.its just..me.
aiyah dno what i talking about, so just shut up and move on.

bloody chem test tmr and MSAs nxt week.
haha so i guess i shld REALLY shut up now and go study.
BYE.


oh haha anyway thanks ceyong.
but im really not zai. im just a qianwen and theres only this much i can take.
cliche, but aiyah you get my point la. ._.
thanks anyway. really.. (:

i'm feel like a loser.
you know, like the biggest biggest loser in the whole wide world.
):

basketttt. i dont know what the hell am i doing anymore.
and i also don't know what the hell are you....
....
....
i dont know how t complete that sentence.

im damn bloody confused now i dont know what t do.

ha. and i think im such a bloody hypocrite cause i act like nothing's wrong when something's really wrong.
.. and i really dont know what am i typing.

ARGH. sorry im like some emo shit now
and i dont know why.
okay fine i think i do. but that's really really not the point.
BLOOODY HELL.

i've got no mood t continue typing and i think people have no mood t continue reading.
hence, GOODBYE.

AND IM SORRY FOR SPOILING YOUR MOOD.
really. ):

i'm damn siannnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
):::::::::::::::::::::

Collin Raye - Love, Me

I read a note my Grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said
Boy you might not understand, but a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your Grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
And this is what it said:

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you . . .
Love, me

I read those words just hours before
my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of a church
Where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry
In all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you . . .
Love, me

And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you . . .
Love, me


hahaha this song's been on itunes repeat for very very long.
heh.

-qianWENY

2nd post in a day, hahaha CAN YOU FEEL MY BOREDOOM?!

i've got cough mixture from the doctor and it causes drowsiness.
taken 4 times daily so basically i've been sleeping for the whole morning.
took it at 9am. and by 10 i was damn sleepy i went t sleep.
woke up at 2plus, and i've got t take it again at 3.

just took it so i think i'll feel sleepy again very very soon and i'll go t sleep.
ahaha basket.
I NEED T STUDY..............and stop sleeping.

gahh.

its 9.44am and im online HAHAHAHA.
cause i woke up with at 37.9degrees fever ):

slept without switching off the comp ytd cause i had a really really bad headache.
woke up at 3plus with a damn bad cramp in my right calf --"
haha tried t stretch then i realised i was shivering non stop cause suddenly like damn cold.
wore my canoe jacket, wrapped myself up in the blanket, and the next thing i know, my body temp got damn high.
SIANNNNNNNNN.

if this happened last yr i wld be damn happy cause i got mc t skip x-country tmr HAHAHA.
BUT I WNA RUN THIS YR LEH. %@!#$!@$^%$@!#$!@$^%$
sian lah! ):

im trying t do my bio tutorial now and im so bored and distracted i cannot study properly cause theres something called the computer facing me and tempting me t turn it on so here i am now HAHAHA.
oh why am i typing like that.

anyway. the J1s came ytd!
hahaha i feel old.
"you know why SAcanoeing is so special? cause got me what."
HAHAHAHAHA.

okay back t bio tutorial.
actually i feel okay just that my temperature is still 37.5deg.
and i dont know why but i feel quite HIGHHHHH.


okay study hard ppl!
MILESTONE BEGONE. (:

so long since i last blogged.
10 days t be exact! haha.

school's started for slightly more than a week and i abit cannot take it alr.
the whole day chiong here chiong there like dno what and im so tired everytime i get home that i can only manage SOME work before i give in t the fatigue and go t sleep.
(haha that was a very long sentence).

oh well. at lease theres something t look forward t during the weekend. (:
and i wont tell you what. NEHHHHH TOO BAD. hahahas.
but before the weekends come, i've got bio test on friday and a whole lot more up and coming.
plus the bloody milestone test, its like going through promos all over again.
less stuffs t cram but yeah thats kinda like that whole idea of it.
damn disgusting. ):

anyway, its cca sign-up tdy and i guess the response was really not bad. (:
walked arnd the school many many rounds t *COUGH* parade ourselves and looked for OGs with OGLs that i know so i can uhmmm PROMOTE.
hahaha felt like i sold something someone decides t sign up hahaha.
somehow i'm kinda missing work.
HAHA okay i dint just type that. i'm so glad i'm not working anymore

oh then its dinner with the people who rock. :D!

marathon's coming up soon and i hope we're ready.
i kinda injured myself during gym on monday and now its just developed into some really really bad muscleache so i hope its fine already.
cant afford t get injured now man! maybe i shld really go back for massage and accupuncture again. x_x

hahaha oh yah, talking about accupuncture.
the other day the guys were saying that "its really not pain one, just like ant bite only. injection more pain lor."
so that day i went t see the zhong yi and decided t try accupuncture (okay i dint really DECIDE t try it but the zhong yi said that he'll do accupucture on me).
i objected, but t no avail.. ):
but aiyah, since the guys say nt pain so just try lor.
... and i swear that i'm never ever ever going t do it again for the rest of my life.
its freaking pain laa! lie there for damn long i dont even dare t move HURHUR.

gahhh it was quite a bad experience. ;_;

mmm then theres waisum's bday celebration @ xingwang cafe on tuesday!
dimsum was good but the main courses were... (okay i shldnt comment.)
oh and we ordered 1 mange ice and 1 red bean ice and everyone ate until we were all shivering damn badly. AHAHAS.

OH how can i forget.
i found my phone laaa. in some dark corner in my house and i thought i lost it.
HAHA DONT LAUGH. I KNOW ITS DAMN LOSER. ):

okay its 2.23am and i think i'm going back t sleep soon.
hahaha i slept at 10plus and woke up at 1plus AGAIN.
the same thing happened ytd laaaa. i think im suffering from insomia.
HAHAHA okay it was a joke. -_-
i'm falling asleep like nobody's business during every single lecture that you can ever think of, as much as i make it an effort t keep myself awake.
SIGH..........................

uhm... i dont know if you're reading this but anyway...
sorry that i havent responded t you for so long. i admit i was really pissed off that day but i guess i'm fine with it already. but as much as i try.. sorry but i cant bring myself t pretend that everything's normal and nothing's happened. i guess we can still talk as normal, but things will never be the same again..? i'm losing it already and i guess, maybe we shld step back and look at all these again t see what we really want.

MAYBE its really just some miscommunication/misunderstanding whatever, but i realised that i'm beginning not t understand where you're coming from and what you're trying t do anymore.

i guess, this tells alot about how things are between us...?
hmmm i dont know. =/


oh well. goodnight people.

i know i shld be, must be, and have t be doing my work now.
hahahaha its like 7.50pm and school's starting in less than 12 hours time.
and here i am wasting my time and not doing the things i'm supposed t be doing.
HAHA ohmygod, tell me i suck. -_-

okayyyyy maybe i shld really really go try and touch something.

goodbye 2007 and hello 2008!
finally its the new year and i figured i should blog and reflect on 2007 before i go t sleep.
hahahas.

anyways i just came back frm countdown @ padang.
and the fireworks were damn nice (:
thankfully we went t padang instead of squeezing ourselves crazy outside esplanade.
where there was space t even lie down! and we cld see the fireworks as well. (:

okayyyy. here's 2007 in a nutshell.

went t sajc, og23 and 07s15!Y
joined canoeing and met a great bunch of people. (:
got back Os results,
got rejected from hwachong and cried myself crazy.
became a saint again.
met another great bunch of people frm 07S11.

training on valentine's day. (haha)
sent t support the rugby team,
and fell in love with the game.
endless mugging with the team for CTs
did my first pull up!
then came duathalon with whheee and we got our first glory t God!
and more mugging for promos.

its been a great year, yet not that great either.
whatever it is, its the new year and along with it comes a new beginning.
guess i've got t learn t live and let live, for we never know what tomorrow brings.

and yup i havent forgotten.
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! and have a blessed 2008(: