oh my god.
i cant seem t finish packing my room ahahahas.
i've been packing since 9am till now and im still nt done!

threw away 4 bags of papers/books/rubbish.
everything's so dusty i'm sneezing like nobody's business.

oh dear. how am i going t get everything done? ):
I HATE THE MESSSSSSSS.

its been so long now,
we've forgotten how t smile;

well, like how they've always said,
it takes more muscles t frown, so smile.

2008 is 2 days away and i certainly do not want t start it on a bad note.
its such an impt yr, for you, me and everyone else.
i've thought through so much and i dont want t cause anyone anymore unhappiness.
enough is enough, really.
im so tired of everything i feel like running away.

time t show the cheena side of me. (hahas)
只要笑一笑，没什么事请过不了。

in the new year:
i wna be happier.
i wna go back to God's kingdom.
i wna bring smiles t ppl.
i wna be stronger.
and i want you t be stronger, and happier.

on a random note,
my whole body is aching so much i feel like sleeping the whole day away.
i cant straighten my arms for nuts and my back hurts like nobody's business.
but i've got so many things undone i'd better get moving.

probably going out t get a new study table muahaha.
and hopefully, along with it comes new study habits. ><
ITS THE A LVLS!!!! D:

go qianwen!.

"Then the disciples came to Jesus privately and said, 'Why could we not cast it out?'He said to them, 'Because of your little faith. For truly I tell you, if you have faith the size of a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you." -Matthew 17:19-20


sorry for being such an asshole.
i'm trying, i really am.

please have faith in me.

i've been thinking so much lately i think my head is going t burst.

suddenly i remember the quote in JLC.
"your mother thinks so much that she's killed by her own thoughts."
yeah something like that. ha ha.

okay that was very random.
i feel so lazy t even go online now cause im getting sick of everything arnd me.
and my nose is killing me
and theres superhuman tmr
and sch's starting
and i havent done anything
and i feel like shit now cause im such an asshole.

ahh help. ><

but one good thing is that 2008 is nearing and i can't wait yet i'm not looking forward.
new year, new problems.
i want t go somewhere where i dont have t study and can stone all day and watch rugby matches.
and feed chickens, ride on horses and laugh my days away.

):

i am packing my room now!
hahahaha yes i really am.

omg i dont know where t start. ):

i just came back frm watching alvin and the chipmunk!
hahahahaha i love theodore!!
he's so damn cute. (:

anyway i bought donuts home and my brother wiped out like half the box already.
ROARRRRRRRRR. and i ate ben and jerry's tdy :D

twin bought me krispy kreme donuts frm hongkong!
and gave it t me in the krispy kreme paper bag ^^
so i was walking arnd town and eating donuts frm the krispy kreme bag!
and people were staring at me HAHAHAHA.

oh and my mum just came home and she bought dinnerrrrrr.(:
okay people, im out!

oh before i forget,
EVERYONE PLEASE GO TO THE NEW CANOEING BLOG!
made by yours truly of course. hahahah xD
CLICK HEREEEEE.


thank God i have you; (:

SONY T200. YYYY

okay my dad wants me t pack my room now so i guess i'm out!
GOODNIGHT PEOPLE. (:

i think i am going t cry.
unreasonable and retarded shiats. ):

thank God for twin,
i'm feeling a little better now.

maybe i shld i go and sleep.
;_;

i'm so pissed off tdy i can bite.
HAHAHA okay i was joking.
i have *COUGH* good anger management okay! xD

but seriously lah. what's her freaking problem man!
HELLO IM HIRED BY THE COMPANY NOT YOU.
since im supposed t work somewhere else tdy stop making it seem like i HAVE TO BE your helper every single time i step into OG.
oh did i say helper? YOU ACT LIKE YOU OWN ME.
hellooo, you dont even pay me can.
ROARRRRR.

and your attitude sucks!
AND STOP SCREAMING AND VENTING YOUR FUCKING ANGER AT EVERYONE.
hello? what your problem?!

others ask me nicely if they needed my help.
but you talk as though its only right that i must help do things for you.
"你去跟我卖."
while others have the courtesy t come and tell me that they're leaving and i can go over t help them when im free.
hurhurhur wtf man.
(sorry i dont mean t be vulgar, really.)

i mean like, if you're the one paying me then i've got nth t say lah.
BUT HELLO YOU DONT PAY ME AND YOU EVEN EARN MY COMMISSION.
what else do you want from me man.

and she screams at everyone else!
ohmygod im going t explode ;_;
i ran between the 2 counters like some mad dog tdy and im so tired i think im going t cry.

okay i have no mood t continue typing.
gahhh nevermind i 忍.

anyway, on a lighter note.
recieved a christmas card from shoes(:
haha <3 you.


4 days t christmas! <3

Jason Marz - I'm Yours
(not on autoplay i hope. =/)

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
there's no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours

no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours.
no please don't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved

open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved

listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...

(:


so many things have happened lately,
we're all beginning t lose all that and forget what we've been fighting for all along.
damn i need some kind of affirmation.

things that do matter seems like they dont anymore.
and sometimes i really dont know what you're thinking.

okay you dont have t understand what i'm trying t say.
roarrr. got work at 1pm, i'm out!

-qianWENY

im finally back from thailand!(:
the trip's been pretty crazy, everyday its just shop eat sleep.
hahahas. but its really nice lah.
you know, like leaving everything behind and get away from life here.
work, trng, and whatnot.

now that im munching on something cause i'm so hungry and i've been good-food-deprived for 4days..
I SHALL START BLOGGING ABOUT THE THAILAND TRIP!(:
ahaha but sorry no photos! cause i cldnt be bothered t take any. =/

arrived in thailand at about 8plus! (9plus local time).
flew there by jetstar and it was considered my first flight on a budget airline.
...and it wasnt a very nice experience. O_O
the seats were really cramp and they dont serve food and drinks on the plane!
we had t buy them at really really high prices.
and halfway we experienced turbulence and it was so bad i felt like i was on a viking ship.
(hahaha wq i think you wld have died if you were on the plane.)

okay anyway someone picked us up at the airport and drove us t First Hotel.
... which was again a really really bad place.
definately not recommended unless you're on a really tight budget!
the room and toilet is damn small.
and they dont provide boiled water, toothbrushes and hairdryer!!!! D:
the lighting in the room was also quite bad =/
and theres this bloody door stopper (literally) right in the middle of the toilet.
i kicked it like 325384962792821 times and my toes hurt like hell!
hahaha theres really blood stains on it leh! i think other ppl also kick until they bleed lah.
-_-

OKAY enough of complains.
the only good thing was that they had HBO and ESPN channels(:
plus it was rather accessible cause there were malls everywhere. HAHA

yupp so we checked in on friday and went t mbk!
for lunch (which sucked cause the food tasted like shit).
and some shopping :D

went t chatuchuk (ehhh i dno how t spell) on both sat and sun for INTENSE SHOPPING.
hahahaha i think i spent like 300bucks plus plus. xD
we really shopped like mad and left the place for the hotel with a super BEEEEEG bag. ^^
hahaha i went there with my canterbury bag not even half filled and came back with 2 bags! FULLY FILLED T THE BRIM. heh
okay lah, not everything is mine okay. bought stuffs for people (:

the weather in thailand is DAMN HOT lah.
sun's scorching hot and somemore there were so many ppl at the weekend market!
i sweated like a mad cow hurhur.

uhm then tdy ytd we went t platinum shopping mall t waste our time cause flight's in the evening and i was a very broke person so.......
but anyway my mum got her stuffs and we had lunch at the food court.
and the food was surprisingly not bad!
hahaah second time we actually ate from a food court cause the first experience at mbk was a really really bad one.
seriously, theres this weird smell coming from the food lah!
i cldnt even bear t put it in my mouth. X_X

this is random, but im such a happy girl now (:
hahahas.

AND ITS 3AM AND I NEED SLEEP REALLY REALLY BADLY.
so goodnight people! (:

sakae tmr!!!!!!!! ^^

HAHA IM BLOGGING FROM AIRPORT NOW USING THE FREE INTERNET SERVICE :D
i slept for like one hour and im damn tired now. ROARRRR

I WANT T GO TRNG!!

and theres only 12mins left before i get disconnected.
1hour plus more before i fly :D

SEEYOU. :D

OHMYGOD ITS 1.38 AND I JUST FINISHED PACKING MY STUFF FOR THAILAND!
and i dont really dare t sleep now cause i'll have t be up at 3.30am ;_;
hahahaha im flying off t thailand in about 5hours time!
and i just started packing at like 12am just now.
hurhurhur.

OKAY DONT MISS ME PEOPLE (:
i'll update more when i get back!
<333

back from class bbq at eugene's place!
ahaha as usual i was late again. xD
cause trng ended late!!
and i went t bathe at tp then went for lunch with the team cause i was damn hungry.
while eugene left first cause the rest were waiting alr.
they *COUGH* met at 3pm t go for bbq. O_O

oh and i bought donuts frm tamp interchange and its damn nice ^^
SOMEONE BUY ME THE OREO ONE PRETTY PLEASE (:

i wanted t spam stingray again tdy!
but it was super salty so i dint eat much =/
ATE ALOT ALOT ALOT OF MARSHMELLOWS UNTIL I WAS DAMN FULL.
hahaha my marshmellow bbq-ing skills have improved! (:

went up t eugene's place for icecream and i managed t complete the first level of dynasty warriors! HAHAHA (:
watched tv, played cards and then we left already!
took bus home with *COUGH* mei nu! (HAHAHAHA and i know you're reading!).
and my bus didn't break down okayyyyyyyyyyyyy. ROAR.

time trial was.... okay tdy lah. hahaha.
its time t set new goals ^^
qianwen will train hardddd!
and i will win that %$%&#$@%#% person in the nelo!
ROARRRRRRRRR!

oh its 3mins t 12pm!
i want watch my show ahahahas. :D

mmm had water trng aft time trials.
which got me quite pissed off but ahhhh NEVERMIND.
dont think about it le!

and then we had t pick stones!
my finger was hurting like hell and i think im gna get an infection soon cause the stones are super mossssy.
cause i accidentally cut my finger with the boat tdy!
and it was bleeding like hell at the 500m mark.
quite deep okay! ):

ahhh im damn tired alr.
go watch the show then i shall go and sleep!(:
THERES WORK AGAIN TMR BOOOOOOOO.
nights people!



so i told you with a smile,
its all about you;

as expected, i was late for work again today.
HAHAHA ._.
okay its a bad habit that i must change!
but it wasnt on purpose tdy cause i decided t go down for optional trng tdy!
REGATTA is the Y!

anyway, wheee came down t visit me tdy with mx.
HAHAHA okay i was quite shocked cause i saw mx first.
then i suddenly rmbered that wl was coming! (:

anyway my back pain like hell from monday's gym.
actl my whole body is aching hahaha.
cause we decided t TRY and follow the seniors' poundage and we almost killed ourselves.
i spammed my whole body with deep heat ytd night last night before i slept!
i felt like i was applying sunblock can HURHUR.

and tdy i had t squat down if i wanted t pick anything up from the ground cause i cannot bend down ):
and i capped like free tdy HAHAHA.
cause i was trying t paddle with my hands and i capped before i cld move out of the pontoon?!
hahaha JOKE!.

i'm waiting for my show t start at 12am! :D
but im torn between watching and sleeping HAHAHA.
i scared i cannot wake up again tmr ah. =/
but i really really really want t watch!

and i just had dinner at 9plus BUT IM HUNGRY AGAIN.
oh dear. at the rate im eating, i think i'll become bankrupt from over-eating.
.............. okay nevermind ahahas.


GOOD LUCK FOR TIME TRIAL TMR, PEOPLE! (:


and you really really confuse me.
i dont know what you're thinking.
i feel like i dont know you anymore..

i set my alarm at 7am ytd and i actl jumped awake tdy.
but not at 7am... i woke at 8.09am AND THERES TRNG AT 9AM.
i got out of the house within 5 mins can.
whoa damn scary lah.

and there was a traffic jam outside the sajs gate!
jam there for like 10mins?! plus there was damn heavy traffic along the way t school.
i chionged all the way t the gym can! run until i wna die.
i just put my bag down only then must go for warm-up run.
gahhh.

and my wireless router became crazy again and i got disconnected.
argh damnit.

i really really really want t get a nintendo ds HAHA.
but then again i also want psp (cause got dynasty warriors) HAHA.
oh im torn in between. ;_;
and i need new earphones for my ipod cause mine spoilt already!
only one side got sound lah SIAN. :(

tdy i spent 11bucks on cab fare ROAR I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF.
okay no i dont, i feel like killing the bloody bus which never came. :(
oh no i cant kill the bus cause its not alive in the first place.
kill the bus driver then. but then again its not the driver's fault cause maybe theres traffic jam!
oh what am i talking about. ._.
hurhur sorry im really bored. (and hungry)

I WANT FOOOOOOOD.(:

maybe i shld go pack my stuff and sleep soon.
its a long day again tmr *LAUGHS*.
later i wake up late again then GG already.
hohoho.

and this is another really really nice song.(:



all the lights are shining so brightly everywhere
and the sound of children's laughter fills the air.
everyone is singing, i hear those sleigh bells ringing,
santa won't you bring me the one i really need
won't you please bring my baby back t me.


15 days t CHRISTMAS! <333



Y make my wish come true,
all i want for christmas is youuuu;

really really cute song (:

McFly - Met This Girl.



ba ba ba ba ba da ba. Y

haha okay im really really going t sleep now.
goodnight! (:

just came back frm work and im having dinner!
I MADE PASTA FOR DINNER :D

and i was late for work again tdy.
HAHAHAHA i think i suck lah.
i'm never early except for the first day of work LOL.
okay I WILL BE EARLY ON TUES. (:

theres full day trng tmr oh God save me.
but FINALLY i dont have t rush off frm water trng tmr!(:
whole day chiong here chiong there,
chiong until i wna die already D:

hahas, one week into the job and im beginning t like it alot!
love the people there ahahaha.
they're damn nice (I MEAN SOME ONLY) and funny :D
laugh until i wna die HAHAHA.
time passes faster and i can recommend stuffs more easily since im more familiar with the goods already (:
the only bad thing is about chionging here and there lor. =/

and i realised all my recent entries are about work.
HAHA sorry lah, i've got no life now. its all about trng, work, and not enough sleep.
;_;

weekend faster come!
i want t fly t thailand now now now.

oh yah! we watched the golden compass on friday aft trng HAHA
cause we're all bored people and have nothing better to do.
so last resort: WATCH MOVIE.

we thought cathay still had the 6bucks per ticket thingy so we decided t walk from ps to the cathay.
AND IT WAS RAINING (AGAIN) QUITE HEAVILY.
eugene the *COUGH* navigator led us t walk the back and it was damn wet and dangerous and we had t run across roads in the rain HURHUR.
i almost slipped t my death alot of times O_O.

FINALLY WE MADE OUR WAY THERE
only t realise that the promotion is only valid from monday t thursday.
grahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
haha bought the tickets anyway and we went t the adidas shop t play soccer -_-

this is random but my mum is watching the replay of the golden horse awards in my room now and LEE JUN KI IS SO PRETTY. (:

im damn bored and sleepy ROARRRR.
i shall go wash the dishes and go sleep soon.
long day again tmr SIGH!
goodnight people! ^^



how can i love you baby
if you just won't talk t me;

oh yes i forgot t mention that i cut my hair alr!
but im kinda regretting now cause its quite short and i cant tie it up properly ROAR.
i told the hairdresser t cut about 2inches off, thin it and make it more manageable!
and that i still wna tie up my hair!

and then it turned out pretty short.

hahas. i can still tie up my hair though,
but with the help of alot alot alot of hair pins. -_-
SIAN LAH.

okay ANYWAY.
new skin! ^^
hahaha eugene said its abit emo but ahahaha doesnt matter lah.
i can make it happier by adding more colours in!
LOOK, IT LOOKS SO CHEERFUL NOW. :D

and yupp in the end i dint work tdy cause i dint recieve any replies.
tried calling but no one picked up either.
hurhur gave me false hope lah.

and it rained the whole freaking day tdy
until i was too lazy t even step out of the house.
plus had no work tdy so basically i stoned at home the whole day.

and to make things worse, there was some problem with the internet connection and so i keep getting disconnected and i had t restart the whole broadband thingy like 546248972139812893 times tdy.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRR I DONT LIKE!!!!!!

this is random but i shall go buy dynasty warriors and play it on my brother's ps2.
MUAHAHA. (:
maybe he can play it with me too HEH.
and winning eleven was quite fun :D
although half the time i kept pressing the wrong button and lost the ball ^^"

and finally theres trng tmr :D
i feel like i havent paddled for damn long.
but its like postponed t 10am and SIAN I GOT WORK AT 1PM.
means i cant paddle much tmr and t make things worse.
TIME TRIAL ON SATURDAYYY.
i hope it doesnt rain tmr and on sat! if nt i confirm gone case lah.
both days gta report t work at 1pm. ):

I FEEL SO SIAN ALREADY I JUST WANT T STAY AT HOME AND SLACK AND WAIT FOR MONEY T DROP FROM THE SKY.
;_;

haha since a very very very long time,
this is the 2nd post in a day.
YES I AM REALLY BORED.
and im controlling not t log in t maple cause i'll get addicted all over again.
hurhurhur.

maybe i shld just go t sleep.
hahahas. --"


LETS COUNTDOWN! ITS 20 DAYS T CHRISTMAS! <3


you told me we cld be forever,
but forever only exists in fairytales, dont they;

FOURTEEN HOURS.
yupp thats how long i've been waiting for a phone call/sms reply and still counting.
ROARRRRRR its so painful to be waiting for a reply so people please reply your smses promptly and save the other person the misery of waiting for a reply!

okay that wasnt the point.

just came back from senior's chalet!
hahaha and in the end i stayed over there cause i figured i was too lazy t go back t my aunt's place and come back again the next morning.
i'll probably just go there and never go back HAHA.

haha the chalet was quite fun lah.
we bbq-ed for both nights! (and tdy night as well if i had decided t stay for another night).
and for the whole time there i only played xbox, watch movies, played cards, ate and sleep.
changi is a really really boring place.
cause it was quite ulu so there wasnt anything much t do there lor.
thank goodness the seniors brought 2 xbox sets over and brien even brought his tv there.
HAHAHA. otherwise i think i wld have rotted like siao lah.

oh and i ate like 6 pieces of stingray altogether xD.
ahaha damn sinful lah.

was playing asshole daidee with jason joshua/ck and xf before my dad came.
(cause my dynasty warriors got koped.)
and i was asshole for superrr long lah!
FINALLY WHEN I WON AND BECAME KING.
.... my dad came.
ahahaha SIAN. O_O

sian lah its 12pm alr.
NO NEED WORK LIAO. ):
bloody hell.................... i shall stay at home and sleep LOL.
i slept for almost 11 hours alr since i came home ytd night.

but im so bored.

bored.

bored.

bored.

bored.

yes i am really bored.
hahahaha. i shall go watch tv HURHUR.
maple has lost its effect on me.
i havent played for so long, IM NOT ADDICTED ANYMOREEE. (:

okay i shall blog again later if i have nothing t do HAHA.

oh suddenly i remembered.
jack came in 4th for round ubin race! (:
CONGRATS :D

okay ciao.

i am really really really tired.
HAHA (im waiting for my show t start!)
cause i worked my whole sunday away so now i've got t catch the repeat which only starts at 1am.

yup the soles of my feet are damn suan.
but i think im so pro! i can talk for 8+ hours without drinking water HAHAHAHA.
and in these 2 days i sold about 13 wallets and 4 bags! (excluding those that the full-timer sold).
HAHA yay!
and survived on 15mins break in the 8 hours.
which was basically spent replying smses and answering phone calls. xD

im thinking whether i shld still watch the show cause its only starting at 1am and will probably end at 3am.
but since i've got nothing on in the morning tmr i can stay up t watch! might fall asleep halfway though, HEH.
oh but i just remembered i need t go cut my hair tmr before meeting up with the rest at 3.30 at pasir ris t go for canoe chalet!
and now its 3mins t 1am. waited so long alr might as well just go watch HAHA.
most i go there myself tmr if i cant make it in time t meet the rest lor.
HAHAHA OKAY SETTLED GO WATCH TV :D
(omg im so long-winded) LOL.

and maybe i shld stay over at someone else's place aft the bbq tmr so i dont need t travel all the way back t the west and back to the east again on tues!
hahaha i realised im becoming long winded again. -_-
HOHO 1am already i shall continue when i finish watching the show!
okay maybe not, i'll probably just sleep in front of the comp. HA
tmr then! LATERZZZ (: