Sunday, February 04, 2007
i never want t let you down or have you go,
but i guess its better off this way;
dont know what's wrong with me nowadays.
my mood swings frm top t bottom, left t right.
im beginning t lose it already.
everything's making me so T_T.
results; selection; commitments; changes; decision-makings. ):
damnit all man.
i feel like running away t some faraway place and never ever come back again.
stuffs happening arnd me are making me lose it all.
and i really really really dont like that feeling. ):
people have changed and i know you will never be the same person i used t know.
i feel like i dont know you anymore.
well on a lighter note, selections were manageable.
just that im suffering frm lactic acid overload (again) but this time its nt only the arms. but everywhere?!
and my hands are sore and yellow(O_o) frm doing wheelbarrow on the track for 200m!
tauhuay aft trng. (:
sigh i hope the whole team gets through!
steamboat was steammy (HAHAHAHA).
ryan the nice one lent me money and peeled prawns for us :D
im so damn broke and my mum havent given me my allowance.
and i suddenly realised that.
I HAVENT GOT NEWYEAR CLOTHES YET!
ahhhhhh -panics-.
seee i realised my mood changed again.
within like 10mins or something.
i think im going crazy.
oh yeah! how cld i forget! x)
went kbox-ing with s*fc-ers on thurs! (:
i got quite high and started laughing at every single thing.
5hrs straight! hahahaha and my voice is still intact.
HAHAHAHA (:
uhm, crosscountry on wed! 3.6km @eastcoastpark.
and i ran all the way okay! (which i've never done bef for the past 4yrs).
hahahaha -CLAPS-. (:
then went t parkway for lunch with the og peeps.
supposed t go for mahjong session aft that but i had trng. D:
so i went t find my cg-mates. played like 2 rounds of bridge and left for kallang already xD.
yeah it was during low-tide = VERY MUDDY.
the mud cld actl go all the way up t my thighs lah. damn gross.
but it was damn fun lah :D
dragon-boated and then ate dinner with the team! (:
*****! (: (: (: (: (: (:
okay its 2.16am alr!
i need t go sleep cause theres piano lessons tmr morning!
oh poor me ):
-qianWEN
& with each passing day, i fall deeper into you;
[1:48 AM]
qianWEN♥