Saturday, January 13, 2007
HWACHONG CAMPFIRE!(:
it felt rly comfortable t be back there agn.
i kinda crashed wq's class but they didnt mind.
and we all still linked arms and sang along (:
even though they dont know me and i dont know them!
feasting at bukit timah market again aft that!
talked about alot of stuffs again.
argh im so confused now lah i dno where to go.
shit man! all along it has always been hwachong hwachong.
and that feeling kinda became stronger aft the campfire.
BUT something is making me stay at SA!
i cant say what =/ but yeah.
and its also like i really really really like the environment there.
the culture and all that stuff (i like hwachong too)
yeah so something inside me in constantly screaming SA SA.
what happened t my VERY SURE OF GOING T HWACHONG mentality?
omg im so confused now. D:
i need to learn to let go.
its hard, but that's all i can do t help myself now rht.
SIGH. i hate myself for being such an indecisive person.
really. its not the first time im feeling this way.
too many times already.
I WNA BE STRONGER.
what am i supposed to do now?
and theres something ive been wanting to tell someone for very long already.
but i dont dare to.
ARGH I HATE MYSELF.
i wld say yes if you cld just ask once more.
-qianWEN
& with each passing day, i fall deeper into you;
[10:24 AM]
qianWEN♥