thank you God for giving me the strength t leave my burdens behind and emerge from all the setbacks i had, and to be a stronger person. (:


i really surprised that i aint getting into some shit depression for not being able t make it into hwachong, in fact in actually looking forward t going t sajc!
but i really cant make up my mind if i wanna go back t hwachong (LETS SAY I GET GOOD RESULTS) or just stay at whatever jc ive decided t go t for 1st 3 mths.
its like, one of the reasons i wna get into hwachong is that most of my friends are there and stuff, because if the ip programme and blahblah.
but i also wna try out a new environment instead of being stuck(?) at the same place for 6 yrs of my life.
HAHA its a vicious cycle.
i cant make up my mind. T_T


but im really excited about jc life next year,
which is quite stupid cause i havent even taken my Os yet.
HAHA what am i thinking!
and ive been slacking since prelims ended! which is REALLY BAD cause im like throwing my future away. @_@
i shall get back t studying after this weekend.
cause its children's day today! im still a kid :D


OH. anyway my dad's car is FINALLY BACK.
he told he that he sent it for repair and will only get back ONE week later.
but after 3 weeks (WITHOUT A CAR), its still not back yet.
and finally i saw it today!
its really GOLD but not that gold frm what ive imagined.
actually it looks quite nice. and all the freaking retarded stickers are gone! :D
i feel so happy today.
although i woke up super late and did not get t fry my pancake and did not have time t practice piano and was almost late for piano lessons.
because i slept at 2something the night before due to unidentified reasons.
HAHAHA.


from now till Os, i must:
-improve on my english
-improve on my higher chinese
-learn how to NOT fail socialstudies
-try t do better for history
-practice more SBQ and SEQ
-sleep with my ss and history textbook
-sleep with my enemy of the people and JOYLUCK CLUB book
-practice more on my lit essays (and try t write an A grade essay)
-do alot alot alot more amaths;complete whole revision booklet
-revise on topics that i dint have time t cover for bio and chem
-do ALL the TYS for chem and bio TWICE!
-complete June2oo6 paper for chem and bio
-COMPLETE ALL MY BIO AND CHEM WORKSHEETS
-do all the emaths papers
-study and study and study!


YES I CAN DO IT!!!
haha, words of affirmation :D
everyone jiayou!! (:


HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!
bye!

-qianWEN(: