switched t livejournal.

till then. (:

im taking a break from studying bio spa!
(haha okay fine i havent started.)

BIO SPA IS DAMN SPASTIC WHOEVER CAME UP WITH IT SHLD JUST GO DIE.

on a random note: im eating potato salad now from pastamania! YUM(:
haha i feel damn incoherent now cause tdy is an incoherent day (i sound like yannie, yo. HAHAHAHA)

good things comes to those who wait.
yeah yeah VERY APT.

they always say, whatever will be, will be.
i've just got t learn t live with that.

okay bio spa!

oh and i forgot t add. i am going t switch t lj!
but i need help on the layouts, SOMEONE HELP ME PRETTY PLEASE? (:

144 words

Speed test

HAHAHA. (:

i think i'm a bad girl. ):

SHITASS YOU!
i need some kind of distraction t get these all away.

Jesse McCartney - Just So You Know.

I shouldn't love you
But I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
But I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make the feeling stop
Just so you know

This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to
Be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings?
And look the other way

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make the feeling stop
Just so you know

This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go. (Just so you know)

This emptiness is killing me
I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there
Just never spoke of
I'm waiting here
Been waiting here

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
(Whoa, Just so you know,
Whoa, Thought you should know)

I tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

Just so you know


):

i am sad!

on a random note:
i finally finished clocking my mileage tdy.

oh and our hockey boys won!
so now we've got both teams in the finals GO SA!

going down for these matches gets me rather fired up for nationals in july.
i can't wait. yet i know that before nats come, i'd have t get over and done with bt2 first.
D:

plus, trngs wld stop altogether after nats.
as the seniors have put it last yr, i know as well that its gna be damn hard.
damn hard t get used t life without trngs.

trng's in the morning tmr, i need my sleep.
alot alot of sleep. t repay all the sleep debt i've accumulated over the past 2 weeks.
bio spa is crazy and i (obviously) did not manage t finish it tdy.
how am i going t complete it come bio spa in june hols? ):

I AM GOING T REMEMBER T BRING MY PADDLE GRIP TMR. (:



so what now? ):

my gastric is acting up again.
cant eat, cant do anything. ):


i swear my brother is the mostest retarded shitass ever.

rugby match after school tdy and almost 3/4 of the school went down t support!
though it was a second, it was a really great game.
that kind of determination our players had for the game was so powerful.
they never gave up and fought till the very end.
way t go SA!

chem mock tmr. i need a miracle, seriously.

meanwhile, i am flooded, engulfed, whatever, by everything and anything that has been happening arnd, whether it concerns me or not.
everything's so overwhelming but eventually it boils down t nothing at all.
nothing. (like as always..)

i need all the strength i can have t help me carry on.
come'on. this is not the right time.

pray, yes prayers work wonders all the time.

FM Static - Tonight

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

((:

sorry for the influx of emo posts lately.
i wont say im fine althogether, but at least im better.
cause i have learnt t smile even without you.

anyway quote of the day:
chenyang can excite his butt very well.

i heard wrongly though, but at that point of time it was really funny and i tried exciting my butt in the k2 and the whole boat was rocking.

but trng tdy was DDDDD: and im so tired now i feel like just going t sleep but theres chem spa tmr and i havent studied so i need t study and hence i cant just go t sleep now or i'd screw my spa (aka the alvls).
I AM SAD.

as much as i wld want t tell myself that trng is good.
i am pretty much burnt out already, just only after 2 days of AHEM moderate trngs.
not very moderate all, my back is going t give way soon.

this week's been filled with tests and still counting.
spartan tmr i think i am going t dieeee ):

in other news, RUGBY WON and now we're going into finals.
but apparently we arent given a half-day where we cld all go down t support unlike previous yrs.
and we all know the reason why. SIGH.

but i've made up my mind t go anyway, even though i end at 5pm.
BWAHAHA. (:

alright imma go study chem spa.

its been almost a year.

i think i am retarded.

):

life is hard,
really really hard.

its times like this that i need people t walk through life with me and tell me t press on.

nehhhhh im not going t care about anything you do anymore.
its not bothering me and it never ever will.
cause it probably just hit me hard that it aint worth holding on t something that will never be.
(no, im nt talking about what you think im talking about.)

nevermind, I AM STRONG.

i hate emo days. nights rather.
everyone is emo and pms-y nowadays that its getting contagious.
and life suddenly seems pretty hard t get by.

oh my bananas. ):

BIG SIGH. ):

i
feel
like
shit.

1. from the accumulation of everything that has happened recently.
2. that im witnessing things happen but yet i cant do anything.
3. for being useless.
4. for the way you handle issues. damnit you lift me up t make me fall even harder.
5. that i get injuries easily
6. for nt being strong enough. i shld cry less. ):
7. for being easily affected by my external surroundings. i need selective hearing/watching!



i feel like im going t explode. soooon.

okay i know its been over pretty long ago but still im gna say.
SPORTS DAY WAS GREAT (:
i love my class hohoho!

we ran like mad and we did better than expected.
yep the whole thing was pretty much very very unexpected cause we actually managed the finals.
not the Afinals of course, but Bfinals are still finals right? (:
and we managed a 2nd placing. hahaha

gna be our last ever sports day. and im glad we made the best out of it.
we're not the best, definitely. but what matters is that we never gave up.
no matter how bad we think we are (mr chay probably agrees too. haha)
we still pressed on and gave it our all.
the whole race experience was priceless, really. :D
07S11 is love!

[EDIT: and so is jon ceyong and korky. HAHA THANK YOU LA. (: ]

(okay i know im long-winded. hahas)




okay it was trng after that. supposedly light trng which wasnt very light afterall.
went for dinner and i felt so tired that i found it tiring t even eat.
left and i slept alll the way home and went t slp right after im home.
and so i dint study for econs.........

read the notes for the first time like half an hour before the paper.
if i'd pass, it wld be the biggest miracle ever. HAHAHA

stayed back t study for maths test but the plan totally failed.
we went t watch the rugby trng instead hahaha.

my eyes are threatening t close on me.

anyway. video analysis at 5 tdy.
ended school at 1.30pm so we went t sas t swim.
yes, SWIM. but we ended up playing and doing retarded things. HAHA
first we tried t lie flat (face up) on the bottom tiles of the swimming pool, which left me with painful ears and eyes.
and then we tried standing on each other and i got thrown off/fell off alot of times. D:

haha jiaolian says we can do k4!
k4k4k4k4k4k4k4 :DDDDDD
im pretty eggggggcited for tmr. hohoho (:

and on a totally random note:
SPA SKILL A SUCKS.

im out!

i logged into blogger wanting t type an entry.
then i saw that there has been a new post on the class blog!
and so i cldnt resist this anymore. (credits to shippppp!)
im sorry eugene and zhiyang! xD
MUAHAHAHA.

awwwwwww.so sweet Y

anyway, MY MOTHER BOUGHT BANANA CAKE! :D
and so i've got banana cake for breakfast tmr hohohos.

hmmm and so its been pretty long since i last typed an entry.
and suddenly i cant remember what i wanted t type. D:

oh yes, how cld i forget. pa paddles last weekend!
i was pretty disappointed with the k1 race.
okay, i was very disappointed. but ahhhs setbacks are steps t success.
oh wells.

i cried. and it was probably the first ever race i cried so badly about.
wasn't much of sadness of nt getting into finals.
ayee i don't know how t describe but the feeling was just pretty overwhelming. hmmmm.
but thanks t my very very nice teammates who tried t cheer me up.
cldn't imagine what life in sa would be like without you guys man. (:

but nevertheless, it has been quite an experience.
we've all come so far from where we started about 1 yr plus ago.
11 more weeks. all the wayyyy!

haha for once in a very long time, i reached home at 4plus today!
apparently we were supposed t have extra bio lecture tdy but the physics ppl invaded our venue!
and so they cancelled our lecture after making us wait from 1.30 to 3.30.
the others had physics and there was no one left in school so i went home! :D

i had half a mind t go watch the soccer match (since its damnnnn near) but no one wanted t go.
haha its okay tights will still play his best. (RIGHT LIYAN? :D)
HEHE GO TIGHTS. (:

okay i've ran out of stuffs t write and my eyes are threatening t close on me.
tmr's sports day. GO 07S11! :D
like the windddddd-.

okay, NIGHTSSSS (: